~ LiFe GoEs On ~

2008-10-06T23:35:00.000+08:00

i dono how to describe the feelings of this pic but i nearly teared after seeing this pic

Just Stand Up Ft Various Artists for Cancer Patients

2008-09-29T10:56:00.000+08:00

Beyonce: The heart is stronger than you think
It’s like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can’t it finds a way to still push on, though

Carrie: Sometimes you want to run away
Ain’t got the patience for the pain
And if you don’t believe it look intoyour heart the beat goes on

Rihanna: I’m tellin’ you that
Things get better
Through whatever
If you fall, dust it off, don’t let up

Sheryl: Don’t you know you can go be your own miracle

Beyonce: You need to know

CHORUS
Sheryl: If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up

Sheryl/Beyonce: Who are we to bequestioning, wondering what is what
Don’t give up
THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Fergie: It’s like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face

Leona: Just because you go through it

Fergie: Don’t mean it got to take control, no

Leona: You ain’t gotta find no hiding place

Keyshia: Because the heart can beat the hate

Leona: Don’t wanna let your mind keep playin’ you

Keyshia: And sayin’ you can’t go on

Rihanna: I’m tellin’ you that

Miley: Things get better
Through whatever

Rihanna: If you fall

Miley: Dust if off, don’t let up

LeAnn: Don’t you know you

Natasha: Can go

LeAnn: Be your own

Natasha: Miracle

Carrie: You need to know

Ensemble:
CHORUS
Mary: You don’t gotta be a prisoner in your mind

Ciara: If you fall, dust it off

Mary: You can live your life

Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah

Mary: Let your heart be your guide

Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah yeah yeah

Mariah: And you will know that you’re good if you trust in the good

Ashanti: Everything will be alright, yeah

Light up the dark, if you follow your heart

Mary: And it will get better

Mariah: Through whatever

CHORUS
Fergie: You got it in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
Find it within you, find it within

Everyone: THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Carls Jnr, Sushi Zanmai, Waffle World

2008-09-19T09:58:00.000+08:00

-- Carls Jnr --

Juicy Thick Meat

-- Sushi Zanmai --

Fresh Salmon

Juicy Scallop

Beef Meat with Egg Omelette

Unagi!

Chawanmushi!

Japan Ice Cream

Nice!

-- Waffle World --

Smiling Sausage-Nice!

Cajun Chicken - Nice!

Blueberry Pancake - Excellent!

Grey's Anatomy Season 4

2008-06-15T17:32:00.000+08:00

i finish watching Grey's Anatomy Season 4...in about 5 days (plus minus). and i can't wait for the next season!! zzzzzzz

adioz Melaka...

2008-05-25T11:30:00.002+08:00

the moment HR announce my date of reporting to PJ, my heart sank....a lil. i look at my working station...and my lil office.

i remember very well, the 1st day i report myself to this office, i was shock and keep on complaining that the office is so small. and there's no toilet paper, no drinking water etc etc. i'm the one that liaise with few vendors to get toilet paper supply, to get drinking water supply, contact the electrician wen the electric went down, contact plumber if there's water leakage. basically im the one that manage the office *ehem ehem, proud sial*. until i get to know the vendors very very well and we were just like friends. especially the GDex guy that send parcel to our office.

my new boss was with us for about 2 months. and we were quite close too. so wen i inform him im moving to KL the coming 2 weeks on the fon, he went "HAH!!" freaking loud that i had to pull away the receiver from my ear. haha. he asked how is my new replacement. i answered "well, went quite pretty well, jus a lil blur due to tons of reports to be done". he continue "dowan blur ady, i had enuf of blur SA's, JB and BP SA still in blur land. if ur replacement still blur den i die la". haha. and he even add on that im d most reliable one. *ehem ehem...proud again". well, not to say i wanna brag la, since he's new and was with us for 2 months, he had been contacting me to clarify a lot of issues with me. *ehem ehem*

so that last Friday, nearing to 5 pm, he blast out an email to my ex superior and few coliks. his message was ....

Dear CCPL Southern Gang ,

"Today marks Tricia’s last day in Melaka . She will be transferred to KL starting 26th.May.2008 .

This is a great loss to Southern CCPL , as she has shown utmost responsibility and competence in my absence in Melaka . She has also been a great help to the sales staff as well as to SAs in BP and JB .By today , her Audit preparations is almost , if not completely, done . With her in Melaka , I have no worries whatsoever .

So , to dear Tricia , you have set a high standard that Southern SAs will be hard to emulate . A big THANK YOU!!! to you for all the help and assistance that you have rendered during my short tenure here , and apologies for all the problems that I have created , which you helped in settling without any complaints .Here wishing you all the best in your future . We will certainly miss you ."

Awww...i feel so touched... *sob sob*. and exactly at 5pm, he rang me up.

Me :wats up Boss?
Boss : nth la, just wanna say thank you.
Me : i'm just doing wat i can do and moreover its my duty to do so.
Boss : but u had been doing way more then u have to do
Me : "proud and was tinking if i stay till end of the year, im sure my bonus will be much more HIGHER! a lil regret ady..haha"

at tat time we were all preparing for audit, everyone was superb bz till i even had to go bek to office Saturday. and my Boss still take the initiative to rang me up... *so sweet*

all of these reminded me of last time wen i was at KL the very last day too. nearing to lunch time my Divisional Sales Manager came to me and say "Tricia, i hope u don have any lunch date as Mimi (My Senior Manager, paling tinggi punya BOSSS!!), want to belanja u makan".

I told her i really appreciate the offer but i already have lunch date till i have to reject sum of them as i donot noe how to divide my body into pieces!! so i choose to have lunch wif my closest buddies that time.

so here i go again......KL.....wait for me!!!! *sei, a bit home sick jor =( *

Sichuan Earthquake 2008

2008-05-22T22:57:00.000+08:00

sumting to share....

Song Xinying ,3, pulled out from rubble after being buried for 2 days. She was in critical condition and lost a leg, but survived. Her parents hold each other’s hands and shoulders face to face to make an arch to shield her from the falling building. Her parents did not make it out.

A 5 year old boy was rescued after being buried under rubbles for 24 hours. His left hand was broken, but he smiled and saluted to his rescuers. His smile made everybody cry.

Yuan Wentin, 26, first grade teacher. When the earthquake struck, she rushed to carry her stunned students from classroom on the 3rd floor to the ground. She managed to pull out most of her students, but the building collapsed when she was trying to pull out the last few. At the last moment of her life, she was trying to use her body to shield the students from falling concrete.

This high school student was rescued from the collapsed building. She lost both legs, and her both hands are broken. The rescue workers were all in tears when they saw this. She smiled to them: “Be Brave!”

Last but not least....the most touching scene I ever seen..........

This baby, after being buried over 24 hours, miraculously, was rescued unscratched. He is about 3-4 months old, and his mother kneeled down, pinned her head and hands on the ground to shielded him from the falling concrete, and milked him. His mother did not make it out. A rescue worker found his mom’s cell phone in his wrapper. It had a text message left by his mother: “Dear child, if you survive, please remember, Mom loves you forever…”

I guess this baby will always remember his mother's sacrifice and the message that had left for him.....

something different from Taiwan

2008-05-22T21:23:00.001+08:00

one of my hamsum colik went for his honeymoon at Taiwan. so he got us some 'souvenier' back from Taiwan.

let see wat he got for us.....

-- ballz yang berkilat--

--another close up pix of cute bebola kilat--
-- oh!! its an egg...sumkinda jeruk egg, taste not bad--

wat do we have next...

-- a bra??--

-- its white chocolate....and its a shape of a breast!!--

i hate half of the 'breast' i gave the other to my sis

poor thing we have to share one breast huh?

next we have....

--Calvin Klein spender???--
-- another chocolate....but its a 'penis' chocolate!!--
the moment wen i put this 'penis' chocolate into my mouth, my sis was saying "Er Jie eating penis!!!"

and till we come to another tidbits...

--Sophie pad?? wat happen to Sofi sanitary pad??--

but the package is cute huh?

--and here it goes...its marshmellow...but not coated with 'jem' la!--

interesting huh?

it happen again...

2008-05-20T18:49:00.000+08:00

the tremor...i felt it again....

Lim Guan Eng

2008-05-16T17:57:00.002+08:00

received 2 emails about Dato Lim, and i feel that i shud share these articles too.

Email # 1

Untold Stories about Lim Guan Eng from Wong Ho Leng (http://yippeego.com/ypwordpress/?p=447)

I had written 2 paragraphs about my visit to Guan Eng when he was serving his sentence in Kajang Prison. I made that visit in October 1998 together with Chong Siew Chiang.I had merely written that during that visit in Kajang Prison, Chong Siew Chiang and I had a heart to heart talk with Guan Eng for 1 hr. 45 minutes in respect of his legal case which had cost him his freedom, political office, professional career, pension and much else besides.

I had said that it was a sad but eventful meeting. I was economical in my words.

There is one aspect of my visit to Guan Eng that day that I did not write about. Actually, I could not write about it, because it was so, so humiliating and sad. I did not write about it because Kit Siang did not want me to see it. But I did see what Kit Siang desperately tried to let me not see it.Kit Siang was supposed to drive us to Kajang Prison. He was busy that morning and our departure from our HQ was delayed a little. Kit Siang was speeding like nobody’s business. When we arrived at the Prison, we “checked” in at the office. It was at this time that I saw the prisoners walking out in their prison uniform for row calls at the wardens’ office. They had to squat in rows, every time and every day that they did so, and the prison wardens would call their numbers.

As I walked in, I saw the familiar face of a prisoner with an unfamiliar crew hair cut. He was squatting at the front row. Both his hands were placed over the back of his head …

We had a split second eye contact but I pretended not to see … It was very dissimilar to those other cases when I was required to visit the prison as a lawyer.

Half an hour later, we met. Kit Siang did not join us. I would not know where he had gone to. Guan Eng started by saying that he wanted me to send a message to Party members and supporters in Sarawak not to despair over his fate. “Tell them that they can break my back, but they cannot break my soul.”

As we discussed his case, I knew that he was not well at all. He was pale and complained of body pain. He also complained that he had not consumed sufficient salt, the food being tasteless. We were worried that his fragile body won’t take him through. We were concerned about his safety in there. He assured us that the inmates there had treated him alright, that they all knew that he was wronged.

It was unbelievable that even when he was at the pit of his life, he had his heart for the Party members, in our case, the comrades in Sarawak.

We told him our view about the legal case. It was clear to us that he was fated to sit behind bars for another 10 months. He knew as much. Royal pardon was out of question.

As Kit Siang drove us away from the Kajang Prison, he made sure that we had a taste of the signature food of Kajang town – satay. At the coffee shop, Kit Siang greeted the town folks who wished him well and to remain strong, but in his leaner body frame, I saw the pains that he had endured. Political adversaries had long accused him of cronyism and nepotism, and the building of a Lim dynasty. The fate of his son losing everything after standing up for a Malay girl who was raped by a Chief Minister, and having to languish in jail for 18 months, showed the cruelty and venom of those accusations.

Siew Chiang was habouring many questions inside his chest and it took a long time for him to break his silence. He asked Kit Siang why he was speeding desperately this morning. Kit Siang then told us. He wanted to make it to the Prison before the row call. If we had made it in time, our meeting could begin, and Guan Eng would not have to take part in the row call. During the row calls, the prisoner had to squat in a row, hands behind the head … As the father, Kit Siang did not want us to see his son in that moment of ultimate humiliation.

Siew Chiang told Kit Siang that he did not see Guan Eng in the row. I said I did not also. Then Kit Siang told us where Guan Eng was squatted. He sped, because he had not wanted us to see the ultimate humiliation to his son.

But I had sinned with my eyes.

The signature satay was tasteless to me amidst cries of injustice that innocent people had to suffer.

On our way home, there was hardly any communication between us. Our hearts were heavier than lead. In my mind, I saw the flashes of a prisoner, hands behind his head, his face so familiar, squatting in the row like other inmates. I repeatedly asked myself whether Guan Eng deserved this. Why should I see that moment in his life when his father had wanted me not to? But that was what it was, for Guan Eng had to endure that humiliation for 365 days.

It was after midnight in Kuching not long after Guan Eng’s release. We had finished our party function and all were hungry for supper. We found a little place in order to replenish our tummies. There was no food left except plain porridge. I ordered some, teasing Guan Eng that the porridge must be better than what he was used to in Kajang. Guan Eng cursed me for reminding him of what he had gone through.

That day about 2 weeks ago, when I stood for photograph with YAB Lim Guan Eng behind his Chief Minister’s desk in Penang, I recalled what I had seen of this man. From a humiliated prisoner, he had been vindicated by the powers in the people’s hands.

Much that YAB Lim had never responded to anything I said about his less than glamorous times behind bars, he will always remember the ultimate humiliation that a person had gone through. He will know the true meaning of justice.

In less than 10 years, God has shown YAB Lim Guan Eng the way. May YAB Lim now shower mercy and love to the great people of Penang.

Email # 2 (www.mrmanager.blogspot.com)

This is written by Ning Baizura's manager & photos taken by him. CM travelling alone - wish him really safe journey & hope it is worth the effort to save Govt. money.

Friday, May 02, 2008

As Ning and I were lining up to board our flight to Penang on Wednesday afternoon, I spotted a familiar face standing in front of usin the queue. So I whispered to Ning.

Me: Look in front of us. It's Guan Eng.

Ning: Who?

Me: YAB Mr. Lim Guan Eng, the Chief Minister of Penang .

Ning: No lah.

Me: Yes lah! I know how he looks lah. It's the CM lah.

Ning: Takkan CM jalan sorang sorang. If he's the CM, where's the bodyguards and the officers and the rombongan and kaum kerabat?

Me: Tak percaya? Watch and learn.

So I walked up to Yang Amat Berhormat, introduced myself and asked to take a picture. He smiled and obliged.

YAB CM: Hey, I know you! You're Ning Baizura!

Ning: YAB Lim, good afternoon.

YAB CM: Come, come, we take a picture. Vernon , here's my card. Email me the pictures OK.

Me: Definitely, sir.Ambik kau. CM pun peminat katanya!

Ning and I really felt honored. But we felt more surprised that the Chief Minister of a state was travelling all by himself like any normal rakyat jelata. But the biggest surprise in store for us was yet to come.

As usual, we sat in First Class. I expected the CM to be seated somewhere in front of us but then I realised he wasn't in First Class.Where did he disappear to???

I popped my head round the curtain that veils First Class and Economy Class and guess who I saw sitting in the front row seat of Economy quietly reading the newspapers?

YAB Mr. Lim, you have my deepest respect. You have made history by being the first Chief Minister in this country to sit in Economy Class whilst in office as Chief Minister. You really mean what you say when you talk about cost-cutting. Sir, you have shown me leadership by example.

Of course I asked permission to take his picture sitting in Economy and he laughed. And I said I'd blogged about it and he laughed some more, and gave permission.

Ketua Menteri yang berjiwa rakyat.

Mariah Carey - Bye Bye

2008-05-07T20:16:00.000+08:00

This is really touching and nice *sob sob*

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high

We will never say bye
No, no, no

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

To Jonathan

2008-05-04T18:22:00.000+08:00

Dearest Jonathan....

As i was lying down on my bed enjoying the cool air cond...u came to my mind..

I remembered wen i was doing part time job at a shopping complex, and while u were waiting to pick your gf up from work, u will drop by at my working place and chat with me. altho it was always a short conversation, but it was indeed nice to see you with a sweet smiling face while we were doing our chattings.

And I remembered too wen my late cousin was seriously sick, u asked for his name and said wanted to pray for him. Thank you Jonathan for being so kind and helpful.

And also wen my late beloved dearest mother was sick too, u and korkor asked for my mother's name and did prayers for her too...i was seriously very touched and i remembered too at that time you yourself was sick. but u still tink of others...Jonathan, really appreciate your prayers and your kindness....

i told my mother about you ... she said "do ask him to be strong..".

Dearest Jonathan, I'm sure u're happy up there with Him and u definitely will be a wonderful Angel! take care.......

2008-05-03T14:43:00.000+08:00

upclose and personal with my ..........

jeng jeng jeng jeng ~!!!!

-- Tricia's Fish and Potato, Mix Vege Salad ( Western Style ) --

sapa mau coba??

Ke Le

2008-04-26T18:43:00.000+08:00

so cute so cute so CUTE~!!!!!!!! *pinch pinch pinch*

this is my ta yi's grandson...around 9 months...i remembered his birthday is 3rd July 2007 cos at that time, my ta yi was staying at our place taking care of my mum. but she had to rush bek to Spore since her daughter (wic is my cousin) delivering soon.

Ta yi even want him to become my mum's god son and bring him bek to let my mum see him...but luck wasnt by my mum's side as she didnt even get to say hi to her god son... =(

this cute boy...wen he starts to 'play music' (according to his mum, 'play music' meaning crying) his eye lids will start to red , as though puting some eye shadow...hahah! damn comel la...especially wen he wears tat jumper!

im gonna love him just like my god son too!!!!! can't wait to see him the next trip he come bek to Malacca!

cooking cooking cooking~~~

2008-04-26T17:33:00.001+08:00

-- Tricia's Pancake with Chocolate Hershey's Syrup --

-- Tricia's Ayam Ponteh -- (fon camera not good)

-- Tricia's Asam Pedas --

Migraine Attack

2008-04-24T10:14:00.000+08:00

i was having a hard day at work .... staring at PC non stop from morning till evening, rushing for plenty of reports for FOUR different departments at a timeframe given.

i still have unfinish task and decided to call it off. moreover, i nid to do some housework, pick up my sister. the time was 7.05pm.

i walked to my car, bout 5 minutes walk...my eyes blured...as i was walking, i strain my eyes to catch a clearer view. got into my car and drive off. minutes later, my vision getting blur, i slow down. reach home..and the moment i look at my sister, i saw her with one eyed girl! wtf...den i turn away and look at here again, my god...one eyed girl! my head start to ache...heavy...

after settling housework and the fetching my sis procedures, i had my dinner...and the pain getting worse...no panadol no panadol! enuf of panadol...so i rest myself..but 1/2hour later, i cudnt stand the pain and i pop a panadol into my mouth. lie on my bed and hope for a better rest, but it sure is killing my head. i feel nausea...don tell me im getting migraine again! the very last time migrain attacked me was like 7 years ago! i was doing a part time job at a shopping complex that time when suddenly my head start to ache and in the end i make plenty of trips to the toilet to vomit.

Amy was having night class, but not sure what time she'll be bek. i sms her ... d pain was killing me that i don't even know how to spell some words wen i was sms-ing Amy. i keep on re-type my sms and notice my spelling are all wrong...wtf...by the time i was struggling hard to think of how the words are spelled, Amy reach home. she got me to the nearest clinic...on d way i vomited... =___=". doctor presribe me some painkillers and antivomit medicine... the moment i reach home, i vomited plenty of times... d pressure of my head getting heavier. without wasting time, i pop the medicines and rest...

i sms my boss "Bos, please allow me to take MC as im not well. thx".
and he replied me "MC no nid seek approval lar. rest well ya."
=)

my mum used to say "make sure u take care of urself properly ... wait migraine happen to u again den u noe". and i will answer her "migraine happen to me like last 7 years la..it wont happen again wan". but i was wrong... =P

2008-02-03T18:46:00.001+08:00

My very 1st ........

*Chicken Chop with Potatoes and Tomatoes*

(siap taruk Highlighy Recommended! haha!)

*Fragrant Taufu with Shaoxing Sauce*

(lucikly my mum did told me what is Shaoxing Sauce b4)
*Steam Fish*

on the way to learn....puddings and pancakes....

the changes of the generation....

2008-02-02T09:15:00.000+08:00

1st case scenario

Me : Lau pan, u just knock my car just now u noe anot?
Sial punya Ah Beng : u park until so out bla bla bla
Me : u shud have honk me and give me signal wat (in my heart i said : or the most u shud try to slow down like other rational drivers do)
Sial punya Ah Beng : i just kena your mirror ok
Me : *sweat!! gave him a headshake*
Sial punya Ah Beng : don shake your head ok... *walks off*
Me : *double sweat!!!"

============================================

2nd case scenario

Me : 1 ice milo and 1 hot coffee please
Waiter 1 : ok

---Waiter 2 sending the drinks over--

Me : correction, i wan hot coffee and not ice coffee yeah
Waiter 2 : *look at me with an annoying face* milo?!
Me : milo is correct
Waiter 2 : *walks off wif the ice coffee and minutes later came bek wif hot coffee*
Me : sugar please?
Waiter 2 : *looks at me again wif tat annoying face as though dono wat the hell im toking*
Me : sugar ada?
Waiter 2 : *with tat annoying face ask me* susu??????
Me : *Sweat!* saya mau GULA....gula.....

kesimpulan dari both of these case : what happen to the generation now ???? paling keksim is my car leave a small scratch there and its oni 8 days old with me.....ZILLIONS OF KEKSIM-NESS! i ask korkor is tat road too small for tat car to pass by just now.....korkor say no and indeed very spacious.......... *sigh*

doughnut

2008-01-06T10:43:00.001+08:00

im not a fan of doughnut-doughnut. i was like saying, doughnuts oni ma, nth special bout it....not my cup of tea ....

but the other day, my sis bought these doughnut from MP, and i taste one bite.....awwwww......it melts in my mouth. the fresh doughly doughnut give u the great TASTE! mamamia ~! especially the Blueberry Doughnut! (im a BIG FAN of blueberrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyy, not Burberry yeah)

and i was at MP yesterday and saw them selling these doughnuts again. without thinking twice, i bought 'them' again!!!! since they're oni selling these doughnuts at a small booth for a period of time, afraid that they'll discontinue selling these doughnuts, i manage to ask the cute boy there whether they gonna continue selling these cute doughnuts or not. and yes, he told me they're from Yee's Bakery. so no worries, i can easily grab them at Yee's Bakery.

Lancome

2007-11-15T20:47:00.000+08:00

Lancome - Hypnose Parfume

Lancome - Miracle Parfume

sumhow, i still prefer Lancome perfumes(parfume) then the others.

but sumhow, i still think Hypnose is the BEST! BEST among the BEST!

u smell so NICE HYPNOSE!

Another Tremor

2007-09-13T14:40:00.000+08:00

i was lying on the floor in my bedroom resting wen suddenly i felt shaky for about 5-10seconds.

i went out to cek my sisters and wanted to ask whether they felt anyting. but i dare not ask as im afraid i cud freak them out, so i waited for them to say sumting if they do felt it. but nth was voice out. so i tot my brain was playing trick with me.

few minutes later on, karen approach me with her hp and said "did u felt any tremor just now". i gave her a surprise look and said "ya". she told me my ta jie sms her bout the tremor thing too. we ask amy later on and she actually felt it too, she tot she had a headache earlier. hahahah..

so i inform sayang bout tis and we went to http://www.cnn.com/ to cek any updated news. it turn out to be true tat another earthquake just attacked Indonesia.

tis is the second time we felt this tremor. i just don feel so gud bout tis..

Especially For Mum

2007-08-26T14:46:00.000+08:00

http://especially-for-mum.blogspot.com/

I'm just not strong enuf

2007-08-16T20:23:00.000+08:00

Dearest Mum,

as i was lighting a josstick for u just now, my tears automatically flow down. i'm trying real hard to control myself ... but i wasn't strong enuf. i still miss u Ma, very much indeed ....

'san yi' (3rd aunty) had been doing a lot of prayers for u so tat u can have a better and smoother life (which we're positive u're indeed experiencing it now). and she had been taking gud care of us. not oni 'san yi' alone, other uncles and aunties (your brothers and sisters) too had been taking care of us very well. so no worries Ma ...

a fren of 'san yi' called 'san yi' just now but 'san yi' went to temple to do prayers for u. i told her tat 'san yi' went out to do prayers and 'san yi' fren was touched and said tat was indeed very gud of her. Ma, u really have a gud family wic really take care of us well. we were lucky for tat too .. untill then Ma, do take care and wait for us at Pureland ...

How?

2007-08-13T20:48:00.000+08:00

Dearest Mum,

House had became upside down since u're gone. all of us are not sure wat to do at times especially me, till i nearly broke down to tears wen i was doing the housework all by myself.

Seriously, i had no idea how u handle the house chores all by urself. ur daily routine was to do housework early morning till 3pm. den had ur bath and straight to work wic is from 4pm to 11pm. and u came bek home after tat and did a lil housework. how did u manage to do all by urself ???

ta jie will be waking up at 630am doing washing etc until she was supposed to go for work. and as for me, after work i will be heading home making sure u're dearest Bao Bei , Karen did her homework. after dinner i will be washing the dishes etc as well. now we understand how u had been struggling to maintain this house in gud condition.

Ma, it has been quite sumtime since we last chatted. i miss u ... again *cries*

Disney MP3 Player

2007-08-10T10:57:00.000+08:00

nice !

and the memories came back ...

2007-08-09T12:27:00.000+08:00

Ma, while i was cleaning ur pillow just now, i saw few strains of ur hair. and i started to miss u again ...

karen dreamt of u the other day. she dreamt tat she hug u n cried. and with ur soft voice u said "haiya, my tis lil girl".

d other day ta jie was crying to herself. d moment i saw her cried i cried too .... we just miss u too much Ma ...

time will heal..time will heal... *sigh*

its been 2 weeks since u're gone

2007-08-06T09:54:00.000+08:00

ma, i still miss u so much ...

been thinking a lot bout u. and seriously, i still cannot accept the fact that u're gone. i acted as though u went for a long holiday.

yesterday i dreamt that i miss u but u're not in my dream. i miss u so much that i cried in my dream and wen i woke up, my eyes were wet.

i remembered ur last year's birthday falls on Friday. i purposely took leave on Friday without telling u so tat i cud give u a surprise, and shoot bek to Mlk on Thursday night and even bought u a cake all d way from KL. i noe u wont be around till 11pm. i quickly took shower and wen u came bek later on, i was hiding inside sister's room. u notice my towel were wet and u question my sister asking who had been using my towel. i guess u're observant or shall i say that u actually miss me ? so my sister lied tat she accidentally used my towel. and by the time its 12am, we started bringing out the cake and sing u birthday song and i show up at the end of the song. u were surprised! it was indeed a surprise bday for u mama. we asked u to make a wish and u wish tat all of us had a gud career and smooth life in future. but mama, y didnt u wish for urself? y didnt u wish tat u had a smooth life and wish for longevity? again u tink bout us...

amy was checking thru ur wallet the other day. and she saw my photo in ur wallet. there's no other photo except for my photo. i guess u do miss me a lot, just like how i miss u now ....

5 months bek wen we noe u're sick, i got u a Mystic Knot keychain from World of Fengshui. This wonderful knot symbolizes a long and happy life enriched with endless good fortunes, and uninterrupted by illnesses or setbacks. u took ur keys together with this keychain and said "Gal, lets hope tat this wonderful keychain will help me ya". my heart broke into pieces and i nearly cried out.

wen u were informed tat u were diagnosed with liver cancer, all of us broke into tears. but u were there cheering us up. we noe tat deep down in ur heart, u were like us too ... crying hard.

popo told me tat u informed her i've changed into a better person. thank u ma ... tats because u thought me how to appreciate our family and our loves one.

wen ur frens drop by to pay u last respect, ur frens saw me and said "u look just like ur mum wen she's young". i gave them a huge smile and feel proud!

ma, the other day i make ah yi cried. i told her tat i miss u so much, she was touched and she cried.

few years bek i was crying to myself due to sum reason, u gave me a hug and cried together with me. thank u ma ...

i remembered sumtimes i called u "aunty" or "madam wong" or "ah wong" instead of mama. in fact u don mind and u can respond bek saying "haiyo, aunty oso wish this tat la". and instead of saying bye i said "chiao" to u. we were just like close frens!

ma, how i wish u're still here with us. we miss ur voice, ur laughter, ur jokes, ur cooking and ur soft touch.

wen we siblings were chatting together, we will say "mama will do this mama will do tat". sigh

i heard sumthing gud bout u. we were happy bout tat news too. do take care mama. i'll always pray to Amitabha ask Him to take care of u.

gud bye ma ...

aku susut badan?

2007-08-03T10:01:00.000+08:00

i went shopping wif 2 girlfrens of mine. was trying on this slack from Padini. i took size S and size M. both didnt work out well. too tight??? no no no ... too loose! so i tried size XS and it went well! aku kurus ady! yay.. or isit the cutting mia pasal? hahaha, who cares! as long as i feel siok sendiri can ady. hahahah!

U Will Be Blessed, Ma

2007-07-27T14:35:00.000+08:00

wen ask those that knows my mum, they will give my mum one thumbs up and says she's a very very good woman.

among my siblings, im one of mama's kid that always gives her problem . and she will settle my issues behind my back without informing me. i remembered once, during secondary time i was betrayed by one of my close fren. mama knows bout it even if i din tell her. so one day, tat fren of mine called me but i wasnt around. mama spoke to her on d fon and says she wanna meet my fren. so mama cycle to meet my fren without informing me. mama on behalf of me apologise to my fren if i happen to offended her. i was touched.

i remembered too wen i was having issues with my ex. she was there for me helping me out to settle the issue. she knows im down and she will approach me and we talk things out.

wen i was a young kid, around 5years old, i was having a serious asthma attack. it was 11++ pm . papa was out, mama tried to called him but to no avail. then, she quickly grab her purse and walk to Semabok Clinic which is about 2km. she came bek home after midnite and quickly feed me the medicine. and i doze off without and chesty cough and wheezing.

wen mama was informed that she had been diagnosed with liver cancer , her heart sank. but she took up the challenge and go for chemos. doctor says he will cure mama and mama was so positive and told us not to worry for her.

i was thinking whether to transfer back to Mlk or not. so i called her up and ask her opinion. mama was happy about my idea and she says at least i can see her more often. tat's the time i noe she's getting prepared to leave us.

but wen mama went for the 4th chemo, doctor says its hopeless and estimated mama oni have lesser than 6 months to go. our heart sank. i told myself "why must it be her? she's such a nice woman". i called her up tat nite and ask bout her. she burst out to tears and says "im still worry for you kids".

i told her im resigning and she told me not to do so. i told her "Ma, u had been taking good care of us very well. its about time we take care of u. there are plenty of jobs out there, but i oni have one mama".

she really take care of us very very well. and always hope tat we have a comfortable house to stay. cleaning, cooking, washing etc is what she will do everyday without fail.

she knows she do not have much time left. so mama quickly settle sum unfinished house chores. she make sure the air cond is serviced, fix a new shower for us, fix a new water filter for us, get more clothing for us etc etc.

mama went in and out from hospital few times. 2 weeks before i resigned, i went bek Mlk to look after her. den i resume my work till my last working day. i was informed she was admitted to MMC. so after work, i straight away shoot to mlk MMC. the moment i went into the room, i burst out to tears. just in 2 weeks time, she became so thin. oni 2 weeks time! we grab each other hands so tight. i was crying in front of her, but she gave me a sweet smile.

days pass by. she became more weak and weak. she cannot even sit up. all she can do is lie down on the bed. mama could not talk tat much. i miss her voice. everything seems to be so quiet.

mama was sick for 5 months and she was hiding from my grandma, afraid that popo cannot take it as she's already 82 years old. so one day, my grandfather (father side) visit her and advise her to inform my popo. after several times of asking mama's permission to let my popo know, finally mama agreed.

the emotional situation happen again wen my popo came to hospital. both were grabbing hands so tight and my popo tell her "u will be alright". since mama cannot tok much, she have to use hand signal. she told my popo tat we 5 daughters will take care of my aunties and popo. sumtimes we don understand her hand signal, so we gave her a pen and paper and she wrote ...

" I'm dying soon

Don't worry

Please take care of my children

Thanks "

the moment she finish tat sentence, she drop down the pen and paper and eyes closed. her pulse stop and we quickly ask for doctor. thank God she was ok later on.

tat nite itself, we asked mama whether she wanna discharge from hospital. she nod her head. we brought her back and do more chanting for mama so that wen she's about to go, mama will follow Amitabha to Pureland, whereby there's no worries, sorrow and pain. a very lovely place after life . the moment we reach our house, it was pas midnight and it was her chinese birthday. i said "Mama, Happy Birthday!!!". mama gave me a sweet smile and i will never forget tat smile!

mama lying on the bed follow our chanting with her hands clasping together. she got a bit tired and she actually requested us to tie her hands . we told her "mama u can do your prayers in your heart. Amitabha will know you're indeed very sincere."

there were one nite, she suddenly chant very loud. we started praying. den with her eyes closed she says "Amitabha smiling at me. Kuan Yin Liang Liang ( Goddess of Mercy ) too". we did not get worried but we gave a huge smile. at least we know tat Amitabha will bring her to Pureland.

then she got weak again. we decided to bring her to hospital. 2 doctors rejected my mum since they say its hopeless. but one good doctor accepted mama and she's getting better after few days. during those nite, mama always tok in her sleep. mostly about house condition and also bout us, her 5 daughters. she still worried bout us and the house. wen she wake up she will ask "Bao Bei leh?". she's refering to Karen.

grandfather once asked mama anything she wana tell him. mama ask him to take care of us. again she's worried bout us.....

she didnt tok much. whenever she start toking, we make sure we remember and tresure her voice. miss her voice so much.

wen she's asleep, she was like a beautiful baby soundly asleep. we clean her, massage her body etc. she coudnt eat much, so we fed her milk.

one day, at the hospital wen i was taking care of her at nite, i told her i was cold. she wanted to gave me her blanket. i told mama im fine. i rest my head beside her and she gently use her hand and tidy up my hair. i grab her hand and we slept.

one day papa told mama tat wendy graduating in 2 years time. mama said papa still have 10 more years time. papa asked "What about you?". Mama replied "I do not have much time left".

she was at the hospital for about 2 weeks. whenever the doctor came in to examine her, mama ask doctor wen can she discharge. doctor says mama too weak. so one day papa asked doctor wen can she discharge. doctor personally tok to my mama "U really wanna go bek home?". mama nod her head and so doctor allow her to go bek.

she was so happy tat time tat she reminded us not to leave any of our stuff at the hospital. wen my elder sister went to settle mama's discharge procedure, i was in the room with mama alone. she ask how is my car buying planning goes? she wanted to come out downpayment for me. i said "Wait till u're ok den we tok bout tis. once u're ok, i wanna bring u makan angin". den i told her i wanna do sume arrangement for my room. i said i wanna do tis do tat and she replied with a cute voice "Up to u la".

wen we reach home, she told us to buzy with our stuff. so we let mama rest in the room. den she wanted to watch TV. since she kenot even sit up or walk, we told her to rest in the room. she gave me a sad look. i remember very well tat poor look. so me and my sisters slowly carry her to the living room and let her watch TV. after few hours, she got tired and we carry her bek to her room.

we clean her, change diapers for her, make sure she had medication, food and water on time.
she was like a sweet baby. and tats the time i realise wat is a human life cycle. she brought us up to this world and tis is our time to take care of her.

we bought her an adjustable bed ( just like the bed for patients at the hospital ), we get her an oxygen machine since she kenot breath well, we bought a blood pressure gadget to cek her blood pressure etc etc. the 1st day was ok. but after tat she becoming more weak and weak. sumtimes, wen we wake her up, she cannot even wake up. we know sumthing is wrong. we requested a private doctor to examine her. doctor came. while examining mama, doctor said we really take care of her very well. i replied the doctor "That's because she had been taking care of us very very well".

after examining mama, doctor says he wanna tok to us in the hall. so we leave mama in the room a while. doctor suspect tat the cancer cell had spread to mama's brain. tats y no matter how hard we wake her up she will not wake up. he told us to get prepared.

the very next day, her stomach got bloated wic was unusual. she had chesty phlegm and was having difficulty in breathing. we called an ambulance. by the time the medical officers place my mum on the stretcher, her phlegm stop and she finally open her eyes. i cud see her eyes watery. we told her we gonna bring her for a short check up.

we reach hospital. nurses and doctor started panicking. less den 5 minute, doctor came out and said "there's no heartbeat, no pulse, she passed away". it was 1.11am , 22 July 2007.

i blif she doesnt want us to see her passed away. i blif she doesnt want us to cry in front of her. again, she tink of us.

we brought her bek and look at her face. she went off peacefully with a smiling face. my aunty said mama had followed Amitabha to Pureland. according to Buddhism, there's a few places once a person passed away. Heaven ( Pureland ), Hell, Reincarnation become human or animals and few more wic i cudnt recall. but we know, mama definitely had followed Amitabha and went to Pureland since she's such a nice person.

relatives and frens drop by to pay last respect to u. u were like an angel at tat time. everybody said tat u shudnt leave so soon. saying y must it be u. saying u're so good. i oso told myself, y must it be u. but i tink God had given u a chance b4 wen u were diagnosed with nose cancer for the 1st time and u succeeded. but wat to do, Amitabha loves u more den we loves u.

Ma, i still cudnt accept the fact tat u're gone. i cud still feel ur presence around. but i know u had been blessing us. Amy was supposed to have her mid term exam on thursday, wic is your funeral day. but surprisingly the mid term was cancelled!! u blessed her ma. i contact my senior ex colleague earlier and asked whether Mlk SCB still have any vacant for me. she replied no more left. after i send u off Ma, i received a sms from my senior ex colleague saying Mlk do have vacancy for me. Ma, thank u for blessing me too! u answered my prayers.

i remember the way u wipe off my tears whenever i cried. i will never forget your soft touch.

house became so quiet. we miss ur voice, ur laughter, ur jokes, ur cooking and the very most important one is we miss u so much. do forgive us if we ever hurt ur feelings. but i noe u will not keep in mind our mistakes. u're such a nice mother.

Ma, in future do wait for me at Pureland. we wanted to reunited with u!

even if all of us were to reincarnate, we the 5 daughters want u to become our mother again! we have never regret to have u as our mother.

i pray to Amitabha, ask Him to take care of u. don worry about us, we know how to take care of ourself. take care Ma. we love u.

14th July 1952 - 22nd July 2007

my laz day

2007-07-14T12:33:00.000+08:00

initially it was a transfer back to Mlk. i was indeed happy bout the gud news and even planned to get a MyVi soon since there's no salary adjustment. well, if there's no salary adjustment my salary at Mlk will be much more higher since i had two times increment!!

but i broke into tears again wen i received another bad news. i went bek home ( KL ) and had a hard deep thinking ; whether to resign or not to resign later on. finally, i have no choice but to let go this career .....

anyway, lets not tok bout sad stuff.

hhmm... my very last day at work was indeed a very sad farewell for me ( sad story again? ).

my big lady boss actually invited me to KL to had lunch with her!!! i was shocked but eventually i rejected her. not to say i jual mahal or wat, cos i was so packed during lunch time till i have to split my body into pieces! wat to do ... wen different groups of coliks actually wanted to treat me for lunch. so u can imagine how full i am tat day.

my coliks actually had a surprise farewell party for me. there's this 2 lovely cakes wic had "Best Wishes" on it. and oso sum lovely presents from them ...

1. 3 cards

2. Poh Kong gold earrings

3. Crystal bracelet

4. Limited Edition of Calvin Klein Euphoria Parfume

5. Cute decoration

another Voodoo Doll

the surprise party and gifts actually touched my heart and i nearly cried out. so apa bleh buat .. tahan jer la. till i broke into tears in d car wen i was on my way bek to Mlk!!!

i sms my big lady boss to thank her for giving me the opportunity to work there and she replied " Take care and remember that i do see your potential in Standard Chartered Bank " . tat was indeed lovely ^_^

my working station. wen my eyes got tired, i will just turn 90 degree and look outside enjoying the KL life. im so gonna miss this place. ( sum "kelefei" using my table )

the very next day, i received few sms from my coliks saying how they miss me so much. *awwwh*

~~ memories .... ~~

HEART OF GREED

2007-06-29T15:05:00.000+08:00

HEART OF GREED

i had been addicted to this show and having sleepless night ... and feeling damn sleepy now .. zzz

a very kanciong show and oso a bit of love series. *so in love*

and oh yeah oh yeah, got hemsom hemsom actors sumore. see ady oso air liur come out. hahahah!

SODA

2007-06-25T09:54:00.000+08:00

last saturday, my lovely colleagues brought me to Soda at Hartamas.

tat's the place where i can release my stress! i was so drunk tat i nearly fainted~!

going to miss KL Clubbing~!

blood donation

2007-06-03T13:21:00.000+08:00

the other day, i went for blood donation. 1st time weh! so a lil nervous la. but demi negara tercinta ku, aku sacrifice la skit. keekeke.

after test blood etc i was asked to lie down and the blood donation start.

i was so nervous tat i didnt even had my eyes open. i oni saw the mata jarum bukan main tebal sial. the nurse start to inject my blood out and i cud feel the pain. and she left me alone. few minutes later, the pain was killing me and i told another nurse bout d pain. she open up my plaster and found out tat the nurse actually cucuk at the wrong place whereby it will be more painful. -___________-!

so the kind nurse says tat she will try to cucuk another place and i go weak again. ~_~

so the 2nd time the nurse inject my blood out and the nurse told me "darah u dah tak boleh mengalir lagi la". i was like hah? the packet wasnt even full yet. its like half of it.

so the nurse end my blood donation process, and she pass me one big packet of ice and asked me to rub againts my swolen hand. and as far as i noe, im the oni 'victim' there which had to use tat ice thing and rub on my hand -__________-"

the next day, my hand got even more swollen.

-- the 10cm bruise! --

so much for my blood donation .

sayang's mum

2007-06-03T00:21:00.000+08:00

my sayang's family is the best! especially her mum! super mum i shud say

wen we're leaving for KL, his mum will ring me up and ask whether i had dinner or not. if i haven't had my dinner, she will automaticaly tapau her cooking for me

his mum bought bird nest for my mum! so sweet!

she called or sms me wen its my birthday and give me prezzies..

if sayang like his mum kan bagus?? kan kan kan . i will feel so pampered!! *giggling*

The Apprentice Lovers

2007-06-01T11:41:00.000+08:00

The Apprentice Lovers

~~ Season 5 Apprentice lovers - Tammy & Sean ~~

~~ Season 6 Apprentice lovers -- Nicole & Tim ~

Food food food ~~~~....

2007-05-29T09:38:00.000+08:00

the title explains why im getting "flesh-ier" wen im at KL.

introducing Tricia's Spagetthi. my own cooking !!

the other day, my boss belanja us lobster! *yum yum*

my LOBSTER!!!! ** fresh oyster !! ** ** my cheezzyy lobster with pasta ** hungry liao ~ me ! ~~ getting ready to wallop my cheezy lobster!!~~ my dearest boss. he really help me a lot!! gonna miss him so much >_< ~

the other day me n sayang went to 1U after work. suddenly feel like eating Japanese food. so we stop by at Shogun Restaurant.

~~ bermacam-macam sushi. siok! ~

~~ sushi(s) everywhere !!!~~

~~ fresh mushroom etc ~~

~~ another cheesy food! cheezy oyster ~~

if u happen to drop by Ikea, pls try this ...

--Sweedish Meatballs--

siok ~!!

gonna miss all these food ..........

for fun

2007-05-25T15:18:00.000+08:00

** on d fon **

me : bla bla bla bla
mum : bla bla bla bla

-- line breaking --

me : ma, i can't hear u, ur line breaking la
mum : huh? roti canai? wat roti canai???
me : -______________-"

im going bek!

2007-05-14T09:03:00.000+08:00

phone conversation between me n my manager :

Manager : Faster say thank you
Me : *???* for wat?
Manager : Just say thank you la
Me : i don simply say thank you wan
Manager : there, u just said thank you . hahahaha
Me : -.-!
Manager : Congratulations, u get to go bek to your mum
Me : *happy tears nearly flow down* serious??
Manager : yeah la. u will officially transfer back to Mlk 1st July.
Me : thank you thank you ( too happy ady ah )
Manager : u better give ur mum my number and ask her to call me. if it's not becos of ur mum i will never let you go! anyway we will definitely miss you.
Me : *awww, nearly cried out*

LOL~!

ok, i request to transfer due to personal issue. and my manager wud seek approval from both sides; which is from my lady boss and the other party. both agreed and i will be going bek for good this coming July. ( for good? guess so )

i was happy and sad at the same time.

happy whereby i cud go bek to my family.

sad whereby i will be leaving this company which appreciate my work, bosses that said thank you to you ( unlike some boss which is ego ... bla bla bla ), friendly collegues, im so going to miss KL shopping complex, miss clubbing with my colleagues, miss watching movies , lepaking, karaoke and yumcha wif my colleagues and im so going to miss my sayang.

thinking that he will be alone at KL, sleeping alone in a big room, having meals alone etc etc. so kesian....

so here i come mlk!

...

2007-05-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

i had been feeling down for the past few days, till i cried to myself at times. sigh

im trying to be real strong, but wenever i look at 'her' my emotional turn upside down.

so i called up my best fren and ask to meet up. ( i didnt plan to go out at the 1st place, but the depression is killing me ) .

pick her up and chatting all d way. and felt relief after that. phew~!

2ml i'll be going bek to KL. time flies pretty fast! i was here last wednesday and 2ml im shooting bek to KL! its like as though im here for like 2 days oni!! >_<

ok ,enuf of tat. feeling sleepy now. gud nite~!

mini tornado

2007-04-30T20:51:00.000+08:00

last nite around 1145pm, while i was chatting wif my mum in my bedroom, the weather suddenly change into a serious windy situation. at 1st i tot it was like sumkind of normal wind, but we got a shock wen the wind started blowing damn hard and our house cud feel a lil vibration. the pressure was so high that our hearing started to lessen.

at the same time, we cud hear some flying object which actually hit our roof and ended up crack! it was like a mini tornado. we started to panic.

after the huge windy thing, heavy rain started to pouring down and in few minutes its started to drizzling.

neighbours started to walk out and ask wat is happening. trust me, sum roofs even flew off~! now u can imagine how big the wind it is. even ntv7 news came out about this issue.

* our ceiling *

even the flower pots got 'carried away'

we've experienced tsunami vibration b4. and now...mini tornado!! sigh. the world has come to the end?

Iced Milo

2007-04-28T17:41:00.000+08:00

few months bek, me and sayang decided to drop by at SS2 Wong Kok Char Chan Teng restaurant for dinner.

we ordered our meals and i felt like drinking iced milo.

Me : Iced Milo.
Waiter : Huh?
Me : Iced Milo ....
Waiter : What is that? (in Cantonese)

i was shock wen he ask me wat is tat .. -___-!
sayang was looking at the waiter.

so, i said "Milo peng". ( milo ice in cantonese)
and the Waiter "Ok."

i look at sayang and asked , "did i mention wrong ah?"
Sayang : No. kenot blame him, just look at his 'ah beng' hairstyle.

i nod my head.

Oscar Leung

2007-04-19T08:41:00.000+08:00

so cute ~!!! guess guess guess, guess how old is he?

18? 19? 20? 23? 25?

he's 28 years old ah~!

=)~~
scene from "do cheung fong wan"

no title

2007-04-17T09:18:00.000+08:00

so ...... i had another increment. good news i guess ...

after few days, my reporting manager knows bout my increment and congratulate me. i told him shud be 1 year service increment case la.

he told me not much ppl will get increment here. which is quite true becoz the other 2 colleagues of mine did not get any increment. there's one been working here for 1 year plus plus, but there's no increment for her, even after her confirmation and 1 year of working here * eyes rolling *

another increment which means another responsibilities to handle -- life still have to goes on --

Monday Blues

2007-04-16T14:28:00.000+08:00

Monday Plans :

After work, cook spaghetti

Wash dishes

Mop the floor

Mandi

Watch " Do Cheung Fung Wan " ( Dicey Business ) Hong Kong series. Pinjam from kawan.

acting as the 18 years old Bobby Au. he's so CUTE~!!

ok, gotta get bek to work! chiaoz~!

holiday season

2007-04-12T15:13:00.000+08:00

sumtimes, it's weird to dream of sumone which u're not so close with but in ur dream u feel so close to tat person. get wat i mean? neah, nvm bout tat..let's talk bout sumthing else

public holiday season coming soon. so excited~! 26th April will be a public holiday for banks and 1st May and 2nd May will be another public holidays. and i've applied 2 special leaves on 27 and 30th April. as a matter of fact, i'll be holidaying from 26th April till 2nd May which makes it 1 week!! yipee~! but i do have my own reason to apply tat 2 special leaves. *sigh*

2 more weeks to go .. counting dayz....

Sony Ericsson W580

2007-03-30T16:38:00.000+08:00

so GORGEOUS ~!!!

Casio Exilim 50

2007-03-26T11:42:00.000+08:00

introducing....my new camera *Casio Exilim 50*

not a new model though

General
Product Type: Digital camera
Width: 8.7 cm
Depth: 2.2 cm
Height: 5.8 cm
Weight: 0.1 kg

Main features
Resolution: 5.0 Megapixel
Colour Support: Colour
Optical Sensor Type: CCD
Total Pixels: 5,250,000 pixels
Effective Sensor Resolution: 5,000,000 pixels
Optical Sensor Size: 1/2.5"
Light Sensitivity: ISO 100, ISO 400, ISO 200, ISO 50
Digital Zoom: 4 x
Shooting Modes: Frame movie mode
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White Balance Presets: Fluorescent, sunlight, tungsten light, shade, overcast
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Camera Flash: Built-in flash
Flash Modes: Fill-in mode, auto mode, flash OFF mode, red-eye reduction
Red Eye Reduction: Built-in
Effective Flash Range: 0.4 m - 2.6 m
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Type: Zoom lens - 5.8 mm - 17.4 mm - f/2.6-4.8
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TGIF

2007-03-23T16:38:00.000+08:00

waiting for Friday ....

Here it comes ....

WOW!! it's Friday today !!!

Have a nice weekend ~!

Karen Ng

2007-03-18T15:27:00.000+08:00

my sis wen she's .. not sure how old. but i tink shud be 1-2years old

this is her .. age 15years old

i just miss d old times wen she's very young tat time. she'll hold my hands wen we're out. her cute face and big pretty eyes caught a lot of ppl's attention.

how i wish she wont grow *im so evil!*

Lunch at Kampachi

2007-03-18T14:58:00.000+08:00

Ocassion : Sayang Mum's Birthday

Venue : Kampachi, Hotel Equatorial

Time : Lunch Hour

Date : 18th March 2007

Satay Celup

2007-03-18T10:54:00.000+08:00

i went satay celup last nite wif my sisters; Karen and Amy.

Karen ate 15 sticks of satay celup and Amy had around 18 sticks of satay celup.

and i was shock to find myself ate 36 sticks of satay celup ~! call me fat or wateva but i oni eat small small items instead of those tat can make u feel bloated after few sticks of it ok?

kepuasan to the max! ~yum yum~

Sweet Escape - Gwen Stefani ft Akon

2007-03-17T12:57:00.000+08:00

Featuring Akon
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
If I could escape
I would, but first of all let me say
I must apologize for acting, stinking, treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refridgerator
Maybe that's the reason
I've been acting so cold
If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy,
Now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape
(I wanna get away, to our sweet escape)
You let me down
I'm at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out
I need to get me out of this joint
Come on, let's bounce
Counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around let's look for some common ground
So baby, times getting a little crazy
I've been getting a little lazy
Waiting for you to come save me
I can see that you're angry
By the way the you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me
Want to take you with me
If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
If I could escape
Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refridgerator
Maybe that's the reason
I've been acting so cold
If I could escape
And re-create a place in my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape

cant wait!

2007-03-15T09:59:00.000+08:00

i cant wait to go bek Mlk 2ml and have a nice rest!!

im so depress and tired ~!

screw up

2007-03-12T14:04:00.000+08:00

i screw up my day!

i did mistake on my work which will affect the staffs performance. shit! so i tok to my senior and she say impossible we can do amendment. but i called HR and clarify this issue and HR says its possible we do amendment. HR advice me to tok to my manager.

i feel so bad if things really kenot work out. becoz of me, sum staffs performance will degrade!i cried alone a lil. *sigh* i was holding my feeling badly telling myself not to cry not to cry. but i dissapointed myself and tears flow down a lil. i feel so bad!!!!!

so i went to tok to my manager. he asked me "y u got red eye ah?". i told him im not feeling gud.

so i tok to him bout my issue saying its my fault and my senior says there's no way to do amendment and HR claims tat its possible to do amendment.

my manager was steady enuf and told me to do amendment etc etc. he even tok to me in a soft manner eventho he noes its my error. den he ask me not to feel so bad. by d time wen he complete his sentence, i burst out to tears again!!!!! sigh , im so pathetic and emo~!

thx to my manager for helping me out. phewwww,a sigh of relief! bumi mana yg tidak ditimpa hujan kan kan kan??? human makes errors too ^_^ nobody is perrrfect!

nyway, ystday me n sayang went for a movie "Dreamgirls". more to musical concept and i find it not bad. sumthing to relax our mind while listening to d song. *tired tired tired*

T I R E D

2007-03-12T08:24:00.000+08:00

im so mentally and physically tired

i wanna take leave

i wanna go on holiday

tired tired tired ....

The Pursuit of HappYness

2007-03-09T14:09:00.000+08:00

watch this DVD and it was indeed a nice show. based on a true show, an inspiring and touching show which i nearly cried and i was like "aawww, so sweet" etc etc.

u'll notice i spell the happiness as "happYness". watch it and u'll understand y i put tat way.

The Synopsis :-

Chris Gardner is a bright and talented, but marginally employed salesman. Struggling to make ends meet, Gardner finds himself and his five-year-old son evicted from their San Francisco apartment with nowhere to go. When Gardner lands an internship at a prestigious stock brokerage firm, he and his son endure many hardships, including living in shelters, in pursuit of his dream of a better life for the two of them.

Actor : Will Smith and Jaden Smith ( Will Smith's son )

my Tuesday

2007-03-07T08:49:00.000+08:00

i had to attend one day training at PJ Stamford yesterday and that's my 1st time to there.

PJ has 2 Stamford, one at 223 and the other one at Jln Barat. im familiar wif 223 but not Jln Barat Stamford.

i was given a rough mail to the destination but still blur. i wanted to drive there but am afraid will get lost! my senior told me to get a LRT and stop at Asia Jaya and i will be able to find Stamford PJ few blocks away. so i decided to take LRT.

wen i reach Asia Jaya, i stop and look around searching for Crystal Crown since my senior says that once i stop at Asia Jaya, Crystal Crown will be just next to the station. but i couldnt find tat building. i was like standing there alone, looking around, turning my map and looking around feeling lost.

then, there's this chinese tall, specky guy pass by me and saw me turning my map. he turn to me and i look at him wif confusion. and he says "Looking for Stamford??"

i gave him a wide smile and say "Yes!"

"im going there too. u wanna follow along?", he answered.

i noe im not supposed to follow a stranger but at that time, i didnt even had that thought and just follow him!!! goodness gracious!! im so 'naive'? but to be frank, all along the way ( its actually a short distance ) i didnt realised im following a stranger. he break the ice asking where im from etc etc. and i get to noe he's a Penang guy and attending a Cisco training at Stamford as well. he told me his name but i cudnt remember the name.

ok, he really bring me to Stamford and again i ask for his name to thank him. he mention "Chuo Fu", or sumthing but i heard sumthing else and says "Thank You Chou Fu". and he corrected, its "Chuo Fu". -___-"

training was a lil bored, but with my senior and the other 2 managers around; Samuel and Lam, the lesson goes very "well".

im sitting in between my senior and Sam. meanwhile Lam sitting beside my senior whereby his pc is facing the other way. so we don get to see wats on his screen. we started our training without Lam 1st becos he was late. we jot down our notes and by the time Lam came in, we started hearing 'tic tac tic tac' keyboard sound from Lam. wah, so rajin sial!

we were given a 10minutes break later on. so we went over to Lam's station to talk to him. he wasnt even concentrating at d class!! he was playing game all d while and drawing sum stupid faces on Paint! chiu...

wen the class resume bek, Sam starts to get bored. he uses Excel and draw Tic Tac Toe columns and ask me to play. -__________-"

since i ignore him (LOL), he got even bored and start drawing at Paint. he draw stupid faces and address me in tat faces -______-"

oh yeah, while i was attending the class, i suddenly feel a slight tremor. i look at my managers and senior, but no reaction from them. so i tot must be sum heavy vehicles pass by that makes the building shaky a bit. and 2day newspaper came out saying that Sumatra got hit by earthquake.

ok, its 923am. i nid to work! bai!

wedding lunch

2007-03-04T18:11:00.000+08:00

Occasion : Ah Wey's Wedding Lunch

Venue : Keng Dom Restaurant

* Smile for the camera *

* Cake Cutting * * Champagne * * The Guys * * Us * * The Wedding Car wif lil Mickey and Minnie Mouse * * the video *

those were the days...

2007-03-04T11:32:00.000+08:00

after such a long time rotting myself at KL for like 1year, i never had so much fun last nite wif my Mlk frens.

after sayang's heng tai bachelor night yesterday; alvin, xiao jun, benny, myself and sayang went to pasar borong to yum cha.

when there's benny and alvin, there's definitely fun.

so we were bringing back the old stuff bout benny on his professional pronounciation on some English term.

we doesnt want to be the evil human to bring back this memories, but he reminded us! Sky-P-E =)

but he doesnt mind that we SEPERATE the news to the GLOBAL on LIVE cos he's a great joker wic is not sensitive. in other word, can be played around.

its sad that we're leaving Mlk again tonite and not sure will be back again.

ok, gotta get ready for the wedding lunch. more to come soon...i hope so.

aunty's bday

2007-03-04T01:48:00.000+08:00

its my aunty's 61st bday. doesnt look like 61 oso. look more younger.

and there it is my mum trying to act cute, doing the V sign -_-"

Lion Dance

2007-03-03T12:44:00.000+08:00

our company invited 2 lion dance to our office to 'pai nian'. at least i cud feel a lil CNY mood b4 it ends soon.

i wanted to upload one video but its too huge and im way to lazy to split the video. lets make it verbal then.

there's one part where the sifu were trying so hard to untie the vege from hook which is connected to the ceiling. thx to the culprit that had tie the vege so hard at the hook wif a rough string. there's no way that sifu pull the whole vege down becoz if he were to do so, the whole ceiling will collapse!! poor sifu have to carry that heavy lion head together.we did offer tat sifu to use scissors becoz he had been trying sooo hard to untie the knot. but with his own determination, he manage to untie the hard knot and big applause had been given to him! its not an easy job bcoz i had participate in lion dance troup b4. that was like 6 years back.....

lets see who is the culprit

...

ah hah! nobody else but my manager ! but no worries, he's actually a very great and gentle guy. too bad, he's TAKEN !!! *tsk tsk*

next to him is my big lady boss. soft spoken lady and at times jokes around.

anyway, let's give a big hand clap to the SIFU !!!!

* clap clap clap *

the lion dance thing going for like 40minutes. what you expect, they have to 'roam' the whole office and my office isn't a small one. occupying more than 100++ staffs. so u can imagine how big it is!

the final stage...2 lions performing together

no title

2007-02-25T17:58:00.000+08:00

in 2 more hours i'll be leaving Malacca and heading to KL >_<

after one week of break and relaxing, suruh aku balik KL keja adalah skit malas. but wat to do, work is still work. no work no monay...

but no worries, i'll be bek again nx week! another wedding to attend...time flies very fast wan... ^_^

23rd February 2007

2007-02-24T00:39:00.000+08:00

and they finally tie their knot.....

gosh, another wedding to attend next week...time to save more money ~!

dono wat to put

2007-02-20T17:43:00.000+08:00

my shy cute lil niece

isolating herself at one corner while her bro n sis playing around

so shy and chubby!
'bigger' than her elder brother. most of them will misunderstood her as the eldest.
wen my eldest aunty gave both of them angpow, she says to the boy "U eat fat a bit ah" and she says to the girl "U eat thin a bit ah" -___-"

anyway, cek it our Star Tortoise; eO` growing damn fast!

lovely shell

medicure and pedicure

2007-02-17T09:10:00.000+08:00

my newly medicure and pedicure ^_^

Happy Valentine's Day!

2007-02-16T08:55:00.000+08:00

14 February marks a special day for lovers...

me and sayang celebrate Valentine's day 2 day earlier in order to avoid jam and the "naik harga" factors.

so we went to TGIF and order our food.

me wif the 3 course meal which is Friday's Mushroom, Cajun Shrimp Pasta, and Cheese Cake . i wanted Fudgy Brownie but its not in d set, so sayang ordered that ^_^

sayang ordered fish and chips.

~ Friday's Mushroom ~

Taste so GOOD~!! the mushroom is splendid!

~ Cajun Shrimp Pasta : so CHEEZZZYY ~

~ Fish and Chips ~

~ Cheese cake ~

~ Fudgy Brownie : My Favourite !!! ~
~ Sayang enjoying his cheese cake ~

~ The Curve CNY decoration ~

~ Sayang bought me Carlo Rino bag ^_^ ~

im going bek Mlk today~!! weeee... and in 2 days time its Chinese New Year~!!!!! weeee....

where's the moooood??

2007-02-13T10:55:00.000+08:00

CNY is in few days time, and i do not have the CNY mood. * weird *

mayb tats becoz im not wif my family and i do not get to do CNY shopping wif them. and oso mayb we had been working till late night that by the time we reach home, we took our bath and head to bed n sleep. so lifelessssss....

and oso not much CNY decoration here except for my office.

so to put myself into CNY mood, i actually listen to chinese radio station at office hoping to hear more Chinese New Year songs, just like what im doing now.

yesterday, after work, me n sayang went to 1U to shop for his CNY clothes.

" guys = last minute shopping "

i've actually bought 1 pair of high heel shoes, few blouses which i think around 5-6 pieces of them, 2 mini t-shirt from Esprit and Nike, one dress, 2 skirts and 1 pair of Levi's jeans earlier.

so i told myself not to get anymore....enuf is enuf~! but i failed to do so, my legs got so itchy that i walk myself into Voir shop and bought another pair of high heel shoes. -____-"

sayang manage to get his clothes... FINALLY!! we might be going to The Curve tomorrow and pls pray that i wont get anything from there~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *omitofu*

nyway, im planning to go for medicure and pedicure wif my colleague tis coming Friday. cant wait for the day~! time to pamper myself again.... ^_^V

CNY decoration at my office

2007-02-10T09:29:00.000+08:00

don't u just feel the Chinese New Year mood?

Sony Ericsson W850i

2007-02-04T11:35:00.000+08:00

got myself one new hp ..... Sony Ericsson W850i. ^_^

comes in two color, Precious Black and Golden White. i choose black instead of white.

Wei Xiao Pasta - Smiling Pasta

2007-02-02T11:00:00.000+08:00

my colleague a.k.a Old Chai ( her surname is Chai and we name her Old Chai becoz she toks like mak nenek ) borrow me one Taiwan show " Wei Xiao Pasta ".

acted by Nicholes Teo and Cyndi Wang.

im not a big fan of Nicholas Teo or Cyndi Wang. I oni heard few songs from both of them.

till wen i start to watch this series, i started to fall in love with Nicholes Teo's smile. awwww, his smile definitely melts my heart away.

and he's so cool, cute and soft spoken.

yesterday, it was a public holiday for KL. so me, Old Chai and few of my colleagues went to KL for shopping. since Old Chai is so damn good in recommending Taiwan shows, i ask her to help me to look for Wei Xiao Pasta VCD or if possible, DVD will be better.

we went to few shops wic selling kinda expensive till we stop at one shop and tats it, i manage to get 30% discount for purchasing this Wei Xiao DVD. im so freaking happy that time will my colleagues says i might cramp my jaw muscle becoz keep on smiling all d way -___-"

so i went back and watch this series till around 1am ++.

and now im so sleeeeeeepppyyyy ....... zzzzzzz

=)~~

2007-01-30T20:48:00.000+08:00

so, im at this Damansara Jara cc wif my sayang and i never regret to follow him here.

cos.....

there's so many leng cai's in tis cc... =)~~

muahahahhahahahha.....

oh there's another one standing in front of me =)~~

ok ok....nid to cuci my mata liao....huahauaahauahaau

Mujhse Dosti Karoge

2007-01-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

i got so bored this afternoon tat i switch on the tv and watch this show.

a very lovely show wif a nice ending. anyting gotta do wif my sexy Hitrik Roshan i sure to watch it.

im gonna hunt for this show........

tong tong ciang

2007-01-18T09:37:00.000+08:00

guess wat??? in a month and its going to be CNY!!!

cant wait for that day. balik kampung time!

sad thing is i still cudnt get my CNY clothes ah.... -___-

am i too fussy?

2007-01-15T08:35:00.000+08:00

so, i went to Sungei Wang ystday to shop for CNY clothes.

i walk the whole shopping complex and i din get wat i want but one Levi's jeans =(

den i was told by my frens that Petaling Street they do have shop lots wif varieties of clothes. So me and sayang went there, and again sad to say i din get wat i want =(

i was telling myself, am i too fussy or the clothings fashion had gone 'wild'?

i guess i'll just go bek Mlk and shop for CNY clothes instead. =(

Eragon

2007-01-11T08:39:00.000+08:00

finally, i get to watch Eragon!

me n my colleagues wanted to watch this movie last 2 weeks but its fully booked. and we manage to book it ystday.

movie was at 745pm. so we settle down at Kim Gary and had our dinner.

the movie was ok...i wudnt say its so perfect or not worth to watch it.

combination of action pack, sad and a lil humour.

Royal White Chocolate

2007-01-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

if u're dropping by at Secret Recipe and they still have Royal White Chocolate cake...TRY IT~!!

its actually a Christmas cake. together with soft fresh vanila cake and white chocolate, it definitely will melt your heart.

Jeff

2007-01-05T11:37:00.000+08:00

a conversation between me n Jeff

** ring ring...ring ring....ring ring **

Me : Hei Jeff. wat u doing?
Jeff : Sorry Tricia. i was batching just now.
Me : Wah !! so r u naked now? =P
Jeff : Errrrm....
Me : Anyway, I wanna let u noe regarding my pc issue.
Jeff : Yeah yeah, I had been searching for your RAM for the past 2 days and finally got one for u.

... conversation goes on and on ....

Jeff : So once I install the hardisk for you, I can install other programs for u ady.
Me : It's ok la Jeff. U just help me to put in the hardisk den the other programs I can install myself.
Jeff : It's ok ... no big deal for me.
Me : No la. Just that I dowan to disturb your dating time oni.
Jeff : I where got dating. I oni date wif my pc, I tok to my pc and my pc tok to me wan.
Me : *Laughs* U sounded so kesian like tat la. Do u wan me to intro some girls to u? I have a lot here.
Jeff : Can can , I wan tat girl to have cash, car, house etc. Today meet tomorrow can straight away married.
Me : *Laughs non stop* Ei, so did u put on any clothes now ah? u don feel cold meh?
Jeff : Oh don worry. My body have this auto warming and auto cooling system. Now I'm on warming mode. Don worry.

Jeff is indeed a very nice guy!!! Any girls got him is the most extremely lucky girl on earth!!! SERIOUS SHIT!

what a day

2007-01-03T15:50:00.000+08:00

1st day of 2007 working day ... was a .... disaster to me.... >_<

i feel so mentally exhausted... 2 bosses of mine were giving me headache. asking me minor and simple question and keep on repeating d same old error. and i have to keep on chasing them for incomplete documents....

makes my day moody....

Happy New Year!!!

2007-01-01T16:07:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!!! cant blif its 2007 ady and cant blif im 26 ady!! goodness, in 4 years time im gonna be 30 sial!!!! i feel so OLD~! lau kok kok.... >__<

so wats ur new year resolutions? mine is easy, to save more money~!!

anyway i had lunch wif sayang's family at Lim Tian Puan new restaurant. the lunch was splendid~! eat until full full and the total bill was RM500.

time passes by so fast that im going bek 2 KL 2ml. its been a week since im at Mlk and it makes me feel so lazy wanna resume bek my work and dont feel like going bek to KL. >__<
sad sad....

but the good thing is, in 2 more months, its going to be Chinese New Year!!! cant wait to shop for new clothes and dresses~! and oh yeah , i plan to change to a new hp...planning oni ..tats y nid to save more monay~! ^_^

A Walk To Remember

2006-12-31T18:00:00.000+08:00

again...i watch this movie and i nearly cried....im so emo!

but this movie is indeed a beautiful, aspiring and inspiring story that could made you in tears

Cry - Mandy Moore

I'll always remember

It was late afternoon

It lasted forever

And ended so soon

You were all by yourself

Staring up at a dark grey sky

I was changed

Chrous

In places no one will find

All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)it was there that I realized

That forever was in your eyes

The moment I saw you cry (cry)

(The moment that I saw you cry)

Verse 2

It was late in September and i've seen you before(and you were)

You were always the cold one

But I was never that sure

You were all by yourself

Staring up at a dark grey sky I was changed...

Chrous

In places no one would find

All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)it was there that I realized

That forever was in your eyes

The moment I saw you cry

I wanted to hold you

I wanted to make it go away

I wanted to know you

I wanted to make your everything...alright

I'll always remember

It was late afternoon(In places no one will find)

In places no one will find!

All your feelings so deep inside

(Oh no no!)

(deep inside)Forever was in your eyes!

It was there that I realized

That forever was in your eyes

The moment I saw you cry

Baby Cry!

The moment that I saw you crying

Oh no no I think I saw you cry

The moment I saw you cry

[fades out]

I wanted to know you

I wanted to know you[fading]

I wanted to know you[fading more]

FAT

2006-12-31T13:41:00.000+08:00

u noe, wenever im out wif my girlfrens, there's one common topic we definitely will talk.

Title : FAT

girlfren 1 : hei u look thinner ady!
girlfren 2 : where got, i gain weight ady ok
girlfren 3 : are u sure? cos u don look like gaining extra kilos to me
girlfren 1 : yeah la, don pull our legs la, we can see it!
girlfren 2 : serious la, i gain extra 5 kilos and i feel so FAT now
girlfren 3 : so if u FAT den i wat?? king kong huh?
girlfren 1 : aiyah, i oso grow fat ady la, can u see my tummy now?? ( showing the tummy )

.... and the FAT topic goes on and on..

its been quite sumtime....

2006-12-29T03:44:00.000+08:00

the title says it all ...

weird, my ori output was supposed to be a blue color background

The Sound of Music and High School Musical

2006-12-29T00:24:00.000+08:00

so, i watch High School Musical movie and i tink is a lil lame...its like a modern Sound Of Music movie.

however i still prefer the classic Sound Of Music movie. i bought this DVD movie and watch it like 3 times!!

i realised that acting in this movie is not easy becos u nid to know how to sing well and dance well as well. and i oso realised there's sum funny scene in this show wic i never realised while i watched tis movie wen i was a small girl.

internet connection had been down recently due to the earthquake at Taiwan. and its making me lazy wanna do more blogging.

time to sleep....zzzzzzz

have a merry xmas?

2006-12-25T12:36:00.000+08:00

this year xmas...sigh...one word...keksim...lets make it 3 words den...keksim kau kau!!

i din get to go to church...was having a hard time wif sumone....was helping sayang's family cleaning the house due to the flood...my pc condemn ady...xmas this year really breaks my heart *piang*

no mood no mood no mood...sigh

Just Another Entry

2006-12-23T21:22:00.000+08:00

after me n sayang pay my credit card bills, sayang told me there's sumthing inside my bag.

i was like huh? wats in my bag...and he gave me tat cheeky smile, so without wasting time i open my bag and i saw one present wic is nicely wrap. it was indeed very surprise to received xmas prezzie from sayang. i mean i never tot he will get one for me.

so i slowly unwrap it and it was A Walk To Remember VCD!!!!!

~ A Walk To Remember ~

although its a small gift, but i really do appreciate it. i had been hunting for this movie quite sumtime and all d time fail.

and sayang had been hunting for this movie too from few shops till he finally found one shop wic oni sell this movie in VCD form. DVD as usual is out of stock.

tenkiu so much sayang~!!!

oh yeah, i wanted to blog sumthing few months bek but i keep on forgotten bout it.

few months back, one of my colleague invited me to her wedding dinner. and for the 1st time in my life, i received invitation card whereby the envelope itself has a barcode on it!

~ The Wedding Card - my name is wrongly spelled -.- ~

~ The Barcode Sticker at the left corner of the pink envelope ~

we were supposed to bring tis envelope along becos the person-in-charge there will scan the barcode and the system will show which table we will be sitting. so its all programmed very well.

i guess rich ppl have their own way to do all this wedding thing.

like i said in my previous entries, my sis bought tortoise back. i took a pic wif 'me-tortoise'

~ Me wif 'Me-Tortoise"~

Guardiance Angel

2006-12-22T14:47:00.000+08:00

my office has this "Guardiance Angel" Xmas programme going on.

so how does this programme works?example: A pick B's name and B pick C's name and C pick A's name.
so A have to guard B thru out the period and so on ... and in return, B have to get a present for A at the final day of the programme. we will not know who is our GA till the end of the day.

so on d final day of the programme, we also have few Xmas programmes going on...like best dress, the most long winded ppl etc etc.

okla..lets go to the pics den la..im way too lazy to citer panjang

~ The Long Winded Human at our office - my Team Sales Manager, Terence Chew ~

looks like Socretes huh?

~ The Xmas Beauties ~ ~ Clossest Colleagues ~

The middle girl is my housemate meanwhile the other girl used to bring soup and tong sui for me

~ My Team Sales Manager - Terence Chew ~
~ Another Team Sales Manager - Lim Chee Ming ~
~ Another Team Sales Manager - David Lew ~

David Lew calls Terence Chew "Tai Lan Chew"

~ My Unit Sales Manager - Samuel Siew ~

This guy wen he wears white long sleeve with black tie, he look like a pilot !! another Unit Sales Manager is on marriage leave. so didnt manage to take pics wif him.

~ us again at office ~

So, wat presents i got from my GA?

This KukuMalu toilet paper container

and a Santa mug

well, we did enjoy the programme, no regrets~!

Xmas Part 1

2006-12-19T08:49:00.000+08:00

my sis.....ot of no where suddenly buy kura-kura... -___-!

~ The Five-Sisterly-Tortoises ~

reminded me of my eO` at sayang's house....he must be growing very big now

anyway, me n my sisters manage to drop by Portuguese Settlement to take a short stroll.

Xmas decoration was superb!! its like Xmas already eventhough its few more days to go.St John road started to jam cos of Portuguese Settlement.

~ The Cute Snow Man ~ ~ So Xmas Mood ~
~ Do drop by at this house wen u guys come over to Portuguese Settlement. The deco is damn SUPERB and NICE !! ~

errrrm, a lil error on uploading more pics in this entry. continuation to the next entry ...

Xmas Part 2

2006-12-17T10:42:00.000+08:00

~ Me wif Santa Clause ~

~ Cute lil Decorations - AMAZING ! ~

~ Me wif Amy ~

~ Me again ~ ~ I Like This Ball Thing ~
~ Bolo mia adik, take my pic like tat ~
~ Nice Lighting ~
~ Looks more like smurf huh ? ~
~ Me at Santa's Workshop. Let's cek it out wat Santa get for me. heheheeheeh ~

can't wait for Xmas ~!!!!! weee~~!!!

$$$

2006-12-15T09:23:00.000+08:00

i bought myself sumthing wen me and sayang at The Curve....

~ Adidas Watch ~

the spending behaviour will happen wen u have your own credit card. *sweat*

must control liao...........

express blog

2006-12-14T08:22:00.000+08:00

let's make it fast and snappy.

im not allow to do this blogging thing at office...its illegal!

anyway, for sushi lovers.....there's another nice Japanese Restaurant to try. go try it at Sakae Sushi, u can manage to get it at The Curve.

Last Saturday, me and sayang went to Sakae Sushi for dinner, first time trying there. as usual wen it comes to weekends, customers will be queueing up waiting for available seats.

the place had a nice environment. we do not need to do our orders manually but automatically.

customers can order their food from this electronic menu.

sayang looking at the varieties of sushis to choose from.....

there's one sushi which is damn superb nice!

try this Hana Premium Maki and you will feel like heaven!!! trust me!! the salmon was so juicy and tender that u must have it for the second time. me and sayang actually ate 3 plates of that!!

Hana Premium Maki

overall, the food was fresh and nice too. nx time must go there again! =)

The Curve xmas decoration was nice. manage to snap sum pics there.

ok, gtg. ciao

Synflex

2006-12-12T14:42:00.000+08:00

synflex medicine is so damn GOOD ! but pls consult ur doc b4 u go for this medicine.

i was having a bad stomach ache, as usual every month will be suffering tat stupid pain.

i tot of avoiding taking any medicine just now but i have no choice but to run to the nearest pharmacy and get tat medicine.

finally wen i manage to buy the medicine, i grab few biscuits and munch it and later on oni eat tat medicine.

after 1/2 hour, the pain just gone like tat. GOOD!

now i can easily do my work

bf-gf

2006-12-11T08:47:00.000+08:00

i came across one short article on this gf-bf story.

lets make it short.

this couple were having a huge arguement in the car and suddenly the gf throw her hp out of the window in the middle of the highway. bf got angry and says he wont search for the hp. gf feel sad asking bf to pick it up as it was one of her favourite gift from her mum.

den bf u-turn and went to look for it while lotsa cars driving passing him and start to honk at him. there's no way to look for the tiny phone in tat big highway.

so bf decided to drive along tat road for few times den he tot tat phone will be smash by the cars and there's no point to look for it. but he never give up and he try calling the gf's fon to cek on it. indeed there's still ringing tone which means the fon is still functioning well.

so bf went bek to tat place, park his car at the side and cross the busy road to look for the phone. cars were driving pretty fast and sum started to honk him. gf was in the car looking at the bf.

gf started to feel touched wen she saw her bf slowly crossing the road and slowly walking along the middle highway looking for the tiny phone and feel so stupid on her own attitude and temper. how cud she do tat to her sweet bf? and wen she saw him picking up sumthing from the road and put it in his pocket, she knew tat he had found her favourite phone.

the phone had a lil few scratches and lucky the fon was thrown in the middle of the highway divider whereby there are no cars will be driving along it.

moral of the story? do not act harshly or stupidly wen in an arguement. try to solve it in a good and positive manner. do appreciate your loves one and do not hurt him/her.

My Chemical Romance - The Black Parade

2006-12-08T10:50:00.000+08:00

My Chemical Romance - The Black Parade

When I was a young boy,

My father took me into the city

To see a marching band. He said, "Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, The beaten and the damned?"

He said

"Will you defeat them, your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made?" Because one day I leave you,

A phantom to lead you in the summer,

To join the black parade."

When I was a young boy,

My father took me into the city

To see a marching band.

He said, "Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken,

The beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.

And other times I feel like I should go.

Through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.

When you're gone we want you all to know

We'll Carry on,

We'll Carry on

Though your dead and gone believe me

Your memory will carry on

Carry on

We'll carry on

And in my heart I cant contain it

The anthem wont explain it.

And we will send you reeling from decimated dreams

Your misery and hate will kill us all

So paint it black and take it back

Lets shout it loud and clear

Do you fight it to the end

We hear the call to

To carry on

We'll carry on

Though your dead and gone believe me

Your memory will carry on

We'll carry on

And though you're broken and defeated

You're weary widow marches on

And on we carry through the fears

Ooh oh ohhhh

Disappointed faces of your peers

Ooh oh ohhhh

Take a look at me cause I could not care at all

Do or die You'll never make me

Cause the world, will never take my heart

You can try, you'll never break me

Want it all, I'm gonna play this part

Wont explain or say i'm sorry

I'm not ashamed, I'm gonna show my scar

You're the chair, for all the broken

Listen here, because it's only..

I'm just a man, I'm not a hero

Just a boy, who's meant to sing this song

Just a man, I'm not a hero I -- don't -- care

Carry on

We'll carry on

Though your dead and gone believe me

Your memory will carry on

We'll carry on

And though you're broken and defeated

You're weary widow marches on

We'll carry on

We'll carry

We'll carry on

sick

2006-12-04T09:16:00.000+08:00

im sick again. i was sick last monday and ystday i had a really itchy throat wic makes me cough non stop and heavy flu.

i guess the other night when i went yum cha with my frens and the night was so cold tat i got flu and the next day i got cough.

i took 630pm bus and started having serious flu and cough. i cant wait to reach KL so tat i can take my medicine on d spot. but luck was not with me cos Seremban area was so jam ( as usual ) that i actually reach KL around 1030pm. CRAZY! 4 hours in d bus with my throat itchy and the flu was so irritating...

now im feeling really weak...haiz...how i wish im at home and my mum can take care of me....

Xmas Decoration

2006-12-03T15:01:00.000+08:00

portuguese settlement had their christmas decorations on!!!

christmas mooooooddddd~!!!

in 2 weeks time, portuguese settlement will be more meriah!!!!

lets see the results in 2 weeks time....

Happy Feet

2006-12-02T14:38:00.000+08:00

so CUTE!!! watch it at last week and movie was ok la...more to musical concept. the penguins was so cute cute cute and funny!

Fake Photo?

2006-12-02T10:09:00.000+08:00

since the year end is coming, HR wanted us to give them our new passport size photo to renew our ID Tag.

i remember i did develope extra photos before i came to KL, tat was like 6 months bek. so i gave them my old photo.

once we compile every staffs pics into a booklet, my big lady boss want to have a look at the pics. she was commenting on sum staffs pics wen she stop at my photo and says "Wei Tricia, y do u use ur mei mei's photo la?". the other senior and manager was with her and three of them were laughing non stop. -_____-" (ya lik)

d next day, i was talking to my senior regarding the claims forms and my big lady boss came to us and says "If Tricia want to claim, don let her claim cos she use fake photo". and she walks away.... -______-!

well, tats my big lady boss...she's frendly and nice =)

oh yeh, my manager gave me a RM20 Tony Roma's coupon. i heards its a world famous ribs that continue to rack up taste awards all over the world. am planning when to go wif my 2 other close colleagues.. yum yum...

aku lintah darat?

2006-11-22T14:15:00.000+08:00

basically, one of my daily job is to compile Damansara Intan, Penang, JB, Ipoh, Kuching, KK, PJ State and Kiosk sales report...and send out to my big bosses...yeah..i have a lot of big bosses...

admins from each of these channels or branches will call me and update me on their figures ( report ) b4 3pm. but most of them don do it... wicc gives me a lot of headache...

so i have to call those tat din update me...and sum took me years to get thru them.... *sweat*

so wenever i get to reach them thru fon and says "Hei tis is Tricia", they will say "Oh Shit, i forgot, alamak i forgot" etc etc.

and den at times wen i call them not becos of report but sum other purpose. so again wen they heard my voice, they will go like tis "I send u the report ady wor..."... aiyah, i oso haven ask wat i wan...its like as though im a lintah darat to them like tat *sweat*

okla..another last channel haven call me, im gonna call her soon....adioz...

me and my life

2006-11-20T11:31:00.000+08:00

my sis went to Sagil ystday and left very early in the morning. and she inform us she's coming bek around 5++ and will be having dinner together with us.

but she cancel off the dinner plan and says tat she's going for a movie wif her frens later on tat nite. i was like "Wow, she's the God man. don she feel tired?one whole day at outside and yet her energy is still 100% full".

but seriously, how i wish i was like her too... go out from morning den oni come bek home at nite. life as a student...no worries, no worries, no worries and again no worries.

unlike now...working life is horrible...especially wen u're staying at outstation. u'll be facing 4 walls with blank mind. no close frens around. and he worse part is wen u're staying wif bad bad housemates. *shucks*

speaking bout bad housemates ... i have tis housemate wic is not cooperative. SHE don do housework..she smokes and let the ash cigaratte everywhere ... she on the TV volume loud wen we're sleeping ... she pluck her armpit hair in front of u and just throw on the floor like tat...she hang her 'after-wash-lingeries' one level above our wash clothes and let the 'lingerie-after-wash-water' drip on our clothes!!!! can u just imagine the pain in the ass???

the very very 1st time i shift in...my the other housemate keep on complaining bout how bad she is. in my heart i was like "wah she really is tat bad meh?".

and it turn out to be true ... i had been staying there for 6++ months and i had not seen her sweep the floor, or wash the dishes after she had her meal. all she did was let the utensils in the basin and tats it...so we have to help her to wash the dishes la..clean the floor la..sweep her armpit hair la..her cigaratte ashes la..etc etc

if like tat y don u pay for the whole apartment rental den we don have to pay for the rental but to do housework for u la..jeeezzzzzzz.....weirdos...so my another housemate the other day spoke to her about the cleanliness of the house. and she agree to clean tis week wic im not sure whether she did it anot since im away till 2ml..sigh....

u see how kesian am i...tats y i die die wanna come bek mlk during weekends...my miserable life...

hujan lebat

2006-11-19T11:48:00.000+08:00

ystday...weather was extremely hot wen im on my way to pick sharon up. by the time im gonna reach her place, it started to rain heavily. as a matter of fact, i nid to slow down my speed due to the heavy rain and i cant really see the road tat clear.

after pick sharon up, i went to pick fiona up and decided to drop by at petrol station to get my petrol fill up, since its going to be empty ady.

batu berendam road was even worse due to the downpour. its flooding at tat area...

most of the cars slow down and sum stop at the side of the road.

since the petrol station is nearby, i decided to continue my driving. and guess wat?? suddenly the car broke down in the middle of the road! Jesus Christ~! i started to panic since its been quite sumtime i face wif a broke-down-car. it cudnt happen at tis time...

luky i have my frens around. my brain started to condemn and all i knew was "wei guys, how ah? die la...luky got no car behind leh". i cudnt think wats the next stage to do.... -.-

so my frens says tat the car temperature goes down, tats y the battery is weak. oh yeah hor, y didnt i tink of tat at the 1st place...all i tot was tat im running out of petrol and tats y the car stop suddenly....geez...

the rain was so freaking heavy and the big drain started to flood..the level of the water reach half of my car tyre,so u can just imagine the road at batu berendam.....BANJIR.

luky im not driving Satria at tat time...even worse man!

so, wat i did was...i try several times to start my engine..and by the time i manage to get my engine alive back, i drive really slowly to the side of the road...and let the car warm up a bit...lotsa cars had been stoppping by at the roadside and for the 1st time in my Malacca life, there's no cars driving along the road at day time...EMPTY.

luky i had my frens around...or else i freak to death...lol

by the time my car temperature is ok, without wasting time, i take the risk to drive to the petrol station...since the petrol is going to be empty and i dowan the car to broke down in the middle of the road AGAIN...

by the time we reach the petrol station, i saw sum cars checking on their engine...it happen to those drivers as well...so u can just imagine how bad the rain was...finally i get my car tank fill up wif full petrol..since the rain is still heavy, we stop by at tat petrol station and chit chat.

minutes later, we decided to drop by at Tesco since tat the nearest place we can go. on our way to Tesco, we saw lotsa cars stop at the roadside and check their engine...bad bad rain...

settle ourselves at Secret Recipe and order delicious cake...Caramel Cheese Cake and Chocolate Brownie....if oni i have my camera tat time, i definitely will snap sum pics on tis cute and delicious cakes......

since fiona later on meeting her fren, so me n sharon decide to have laksa at joner walk for dinner. but the amount of delicious cakes tat we ate really make our stomach bloating. sadly, we did not have the chance to eat those spicy laksa...wasted....

i don feel satisfy with tat outing...bo kam wan sial! since im taking leave till Monday and im not going bek KL tonite, mayb perhaps i shud meet them again later at night....kekekekkekek...

blank

2006-11-19T00:22:00.000+08:00

i wanted to blog sumthing..but im waaaaaaayyyyy to lazy....

guess i'll just blog 2ml..perhaps nx time....

ciao