Saturday, April 30, 2005
Friday, April 29, 2005
Good Bye
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have much more
I can feel your heart and I simpathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye
You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure i'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye
Water City Resort
Thursday, April 28, 2005
just another day
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
hot hot hot hot!!!
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
spring cleaning
Monday, April 25, 2005
asthma attack!!
Sunday, April 24, 2005
what a day
den i had a short conversation wif my mum.
Mum : eh later u free or not ar?
Me : y ler?
Mum : wanna ask u fetch me to buy sumthing
Me : im goin out bout 2 plus plus
Mum : cheh, so long sumore ma. i wan u to fetch me out in a while more
Me : ala mum, drive urself la.....
Mum : i lazy wanan find parking la, tat side sibeh susah wanna find parking
Me : okeh okeh la (muka bucuk dy)
so i fetch my mum to get her stuff. den she tapau chicken rice balls for our lunch. by d time i reach home, i feel so sleepy! LoL...omg,i have been sleeping all d time sialz!! once i step into my house, i rush to my room n trus baring kat katil i.. den in few seconds im soundly asleep... den later Soo Yin calls me n inform me d time. she say she's not sure d time but make it around 3pm.n she will let me noe d exact time again later. so i say ok im fine wif it. she say she'll come over to fetch me. n i agree. BUT she told me Siew Hong goin too. i was like "har!" not to say i anti Siew Hong. there's a case happen tat makes me feel as though she's not enuf mature. Why? let me tell u the story.
very long long time ago ( macam citer kanak kanak jer ), tat time i was using 56k line ( haven upgrade to streamyx ) . i was chatting wif a fren of mine Pucca ( not her real name ). den she ask me whether i still saw Peng ( a guy wic is younger den us bout few years n Peng is not his real name too ). so i answer her no lo. she ask me whether i can help her to detect tat guy. i answer "I'll Try". den she suddenly shoot me bek n say "if i don haf the heart to help her jus say so la, don give stupid lame excuses". i was like "no no, u got d wrong idea. im using 56k here not all d time i can on9 ma". den she answer me bek in a even more harsh way saying " jus admit u doesnt wanan help me. didnt noe u r so selfish " n she jus bla bla bla non stop scolding me. i got really angry n i scold her bek saying she misunderstood me. i mean i answer her earlier in a good way but she reply bek in a harsh way. wtf man, u tink u princess ar? princess my arse la n u noe wat happen d next day? she calls up my frens n complains bout me for not helping her!! but luky my frens know im not tat kinda person n they noe Pucca is such a baby wif attp (attitude problem) biatch! wats wif Siew Hong in tis case? ok...so afta sumtime i lost kontek wif Pucca, i manage to saw Pucca n Siew Hong ( tis 2 biatches r best fren)account in sumbody's frenster. so i add both of them. unfortunately no respon from both of them. so i told myself mayb they don haf d time to cek frenster. so i jus wait. den there were once, Sharon went to meet Siew Hong. Siew Hong told Sharon she don dare to approve me in frenster cos afraid Pucca will cek thru her network n found me there. so ok la...fair enuf, i msg Siew Hong told her tat Sharon told me everything n i told her i understand her condition n told her its ok for not approving me. i told her it will be fine for me cos i doesnt wan her to b in dilemma for not approving me n afraid Pucca wil found me in her network. Siew Hong reply me bek saying she will reprimand Sharon. i reply Siew Hong bek saying don scold Sharon cos Sharon jus wanan clear up Siew Hong name cos afraid i might tink tat Siew Hong is arrogant o sumthing. ok.tis case is over. den, jus recently, Sharon n Soo Yin met up wif Siew Hong n confonted Sharon asking y she let me not about the 'frenster approving' case. Siew Hong even told Soo Yin in a sarcastic way saying if there's any secret donot let Sharon know. wtf man. its not a big deal la...n y do she need to bring up d topic wic is like months bek???? so peeps, tat is y i don feel like goin out wif them later jus bcos Siew Hong is around. but Soo Yin persuade me to go n in d end...i agree.... so i told Soo Yin i'll get my own transportation la. i manage to ask Fiona ( another best fren of mine) to join us later. i told her to join me, Sharon n Soo Yin, but i didnt mention Siew Hong's name.kekke. Sharon calls me at 330pm n say they r ontheir way to tat cafe. such a mak nenek group la. from 3pm they postpone to 330pm. so i wnt to pik Fiona up, she got in my car n tats d time i told her " eh budak , Siew Hong will b joining us oso ler ". n she was like "har!! she oso got go ar??? yerrr....den i dowan go la,fetch me bek lar". hahaha. i told her don la go bek,teman me ma. keekekek. she oso don quite like Siew Hong. a lot don like her atually, i haf a fren tat got into a fight wif her since primary time n they r still ENEMY! we suggest to go Friends Cafe. but Sharon calls me n say y not go Secret Recipe cos she say tight budget. den i say the pricing is almost d same n i hafta admit Friends Cafe is much more reasonable n more variety. moreover Secret Recipe is more to coffee but i don take coffee lar..den wat am i gonna drink there wor?? so i told her jus go over to Friends Cafe lo. so we meet up at Friends Cafe n Fiona manage to pull Sharon to sit wif her. LoL. guess Fiona is afraid of sumbody. we were chatting happily but Siew Hong didnt tok much. but who cares la! LoL! they tot of having a gathering among our old frens. so we were jotting down a list of frens tat we wanan invite. we finish limteh bout 530pm n tats d time me n Fiona manage to escape! phewwww~
i got bek home, rush into my room, n i....no no ..no la..i nv say i wanan sleep okeh? kekeke.... i rush into my room n tot wanna clear up my room. i wanna file up all my college notes. my notes were in terrible condition n all the arrangements weren't in order. so i hafta slowly slowy cek it n arrange it according to chapters n pages. Sayang calls me around 730pm ask me to get ready cos he wanna pik me up for dinner wif his family. but my room still in d mess ler.... so i quikly clear up n put aside n leave it for d nx day to clear up. but oh no, im working tomolo. so i guess i hafta wait till Monday. den i quikly grab my towel n head to my bathroom. im sweating like mad fler. im soak wif sweat! by d time i finish bathing, my sayang reach my house just on time. we had dinner at Bei Zhan ( one of his family's favourite Saturday dinner restaurant ). we order "ma yau" fish (dono wat they call in english), sweet n sour boneless chicken, soft tauhu, 2 vege ( hungry liao ler? ). afta makan, manage to meet up wif few of my sayang's frens. i was so tired tat i nearly doze off wen they were toking. things doesnt goes well wen my sayang approach me n ask sumthing wic leads both of us not in good mood. den i ask to go bek n he send me bek wif his nagging non stop. but i jus keep quiet cos im too tired to argue bek.
reach home, chat wif my korkor a while. den haf a short bath. den now i tink im goin to offline dy. need to sleep. sleep again? nite time need to sleep wan mer. moreover tomolo im working..sigh..sunday working...so pathetic huh??? adioz...
Friday, April 22, 2005
tiring day...
Meeting with old frens
Thursday, April 21, 2005
zzzzzzzzzzz
.....i wanna sleep!!! i admit i sleep a lot...kekekek..but who cares,i loves to SLEEP!! omg, now its 621pm, another half an hour im goin to work. dowan work can onot?? i wanna sssssssllllllleeeeeeeeppppppppp!!!!!!!!!
i miss Singapore!!!
Sharon ask me wats d best place to visit at Singapore n i mention SENTOSA ISLAND!!! simply miss tat place!! if i got d chance i'll go there again! worth the price!!
these r the pics i took at Singapore Sentosa Island last year ... d sand dem white n d water is crystal clear!!!
aaaahhh...so nice...i wanna camp there la......
saw the LION behind there!!! kekekke
on d way to Fort Siloso..very tiring...
at Fort Siloso...a lil blur
at butterfly park n insect kingdom!!
these r few of d places i visited at Sentosa Island....
this is oso another my favourite! u get to cek it out the history, interesting!!... Step back into 14th century Singapore with a little help from the 21st century. Life-sized figures, rare artifacts and state-of-the-art technology give this history lesson extra ‘oomph’, bringing to life the sights, sounds and smells of bygone Singapore in four distinct sections. ‘Stories of the Sea’ recounts Singapore’s maritime history through the eyes of an amusing Chinese merchant. Or learn more about one of Chinese history’s most famous admirals, Admiral Cheng Ho, in an animatronic puppet show. Then take a walk into the warehouse and experience the thoroughly ‘moving’ and ‘spirited’ godown which houses the Object Theatre, the first of its kind in Asia. At the Pioneers of Singapore exhibit, you’ll come face-to-face with key historical personalities like Sir Stamford Raffles and local philanthropists such as Tan Tock Seng. Be transported back in time as you witness landmark signings and peek into old coolie quarters. Then relive Singapore’s darkest hours at the Surrender Chambers. An engrossing montage of authentic audio-visual footage, simulated sound recordings, rare artifacts and preserved documents bring to chilling life the tragedy of Singapore’s war years. Finally, celebrate with us at the Festivals of Singapore, where the rituals, festivals and cultural practices of the Chinese, Malays, Indians and Peranakans are recreated in their full glory. You’re also invited to attend elaborate wedding ceremonies, and enjoy the exuberant colours of religious occasions like Thaipusam or the cultural significance of Chinese Lunar New Year celebrations.
If you’ve ever wondered about King Neptune’s domain, wonder no more. The Underwater World oceanarium on Sentosa is home to more than 2,500 fishes from 250 different species. Start your tour with the Touch Pool for some ‘hands on’ experience with starfish, stingrays and if you dare, baby sharks. Then venture into the ocean depths via a moving travellator that ferries you through an 83-metre-long acrylic tunnel. All around you, sharks, stingrays, eels and schools of fish glide past – engrossed in their own world. For those who don’t mind getting wet, interactive programmes such as ‘Dive with the Sharks’ or ‘Dive with the Dugong’ are available upon advance booking.
unfortunately, i didnt get to visit both of these places cos tat time stil under renovation
afta limteh..came bek to cek any interesting mails...aaaahhh...there's a mail from Aldrin. ehem ehem. oh a greeting card... lets cek wat isit....oh, graduation e-card...so sweet. thanks Aldrin!!
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Degree Results is Officially Out!!!
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Lovely Kaeley
cute onot??? my babey ler.....kekkeeke....neah. tis is Aldrin's niece. her name is Kaeley. isn't she lovely!! cek it out her hand there, she's trying to do the rock sign. cute sial!!!
ala...co cweet. Fatherly love. Kaeley's father hugging her so tight!! not so tight la!
pom pom time!!!
keep smiling n shining Kaeley!!
Monday, April 18, 2005
the pacifier
afta dinner, i manage to catch 9.50pm movie. wat movie? The Pacifier!! LoL..tat movie was terrific! nice, humour and oso touching. u noe Everybody Loves Raymond? not Raymond, but his brother ( the tall tall guy wic toks like balak ) , he's oso acting in tat movie. oh yeh, n Gilmore Girls, tat young mama oso acting in tat movie. n the lil baby sungguh comel!!!eekk..wanna pinch pinch d fler pipi!!
a lil synopsis bout tis movie :
Vin Diesel stars as Navy SEAL Shane Wolfe who, as an elite member of the world's fiercest and most highly trained force, thought he was prepared to take on any duty no matter how perilous or impossible...until he tried baby-sitting. Assigned to protect the five out-of-control children of an assassinated scientist working on vital government secrets, Shane is suddenly faced with juggling two outrageously incompatible jobs: fighting the bad guys while keeping house. Replacing his usual arsenal of wetsuits and weapons with diapers and juice boxes, Shane not only must battle a deceptive enemy but wrangle teen rebel Zoe (Brittany Snow), sullen 14-year-old Seth (Max Theriot), 8-year-old Ninja-wanna-be Lulu (Morgan York), as well as 3 year-old Peter and baby Tyler - not to mention their off-beat Romanian Nanny (Carol Kane).
so for those tat haven watch this movie, its worth it!! no regret!!
peace !
those were the days....
aaaahhhh....pic is a lil blur cos i've been trying to re-size it smaller a bit. tats y it looks BLUR!! these 4 guys r my old gang where i used to go out wif dem. there r more to my braders. lemme introduce all of them ... d 1st left is Jeffrey, follow up by my beloved brader; Vincent, den the pathetic me in d middle, den Geoffrey on my left side (its ur right for those tat r reading) den lastly how can i forget our fren Aldrin.
i know Aldrin 1st den d rest bcos Aldrin is sum-kind my primary fren?? i wouldnt say i know him tat time but jus by looks cos im from a Convent skewl where his mum is a clerk in our skewl. so wenever afta skewl hours he will come over to our skewl n wait for his mum. (i'll tell u more bout him later). den Aldrin introduce me to Vince n Geoff. but he introduce me thru IRC oni. Jeff?? Jeff is d type tat don IRC. we realy haf a nice chat all d time wif tis 3 buddies. eventhough we noe each other in a short period n oni thru IRC, we chatted like we know each other for a very long time. hhmm...mayb im a person tat mix around easily. kekekek. i remember once wen i was working at Mahkota Parade, Aldrin calls me out of a sudden ( at tat time he don calls me tat much). den i can hear noises around him as though he's at shopping complex o other place. he ask am i working onot tat time. aha! so i guess he might be nearby la. i bluff him told him im not working . cos i can SMELL him!! by d time i hang up d fon, i look out from my working place and tats it, i saw him wif one group of guy wic im not so sure. phewww!!luky i told him im not working,otherwise he will come n look for me.den afta a while, my hp ring bout once o twice.i look at d screen n its an anonymous number. tak pernah tengok mia.dono who isit den again ring wor. again another miss call. den there's a customer asking me to get him a book. so by d time i squat down ( cos d book is at d below of d shelf), Aldrin calls me n i pik up. he says "eh y u cangkung la". den in my mind i was like "WAT!!!". he mus b nearby. so i stood up to look around n i saw him outside. he came in n konco konco dia pon masok. 2 of them were following him. he introduce Gary (his cousin) to me n wen he point to another fren of him n says "u know who is tis onot?". i look at him n he went behind Aldrin looking so shy! LoL!!! i seriously can remember how d way he move to Aldrin's behind. den he told me tat was Geoffrey. aaahh..so he's d wan i chatted wif him all d while. den i wonder macam kurang satu owang. den Aldrin told me Vince is outside. kekekeek. my korkor shy la..don dare to come in.whahahh. den they left n my hp went beeping indicating a new sms. its from Vince n his sms content saying "muaahahha,korkor nampak meimei dy". hehehe..den afta tat day we meet each other n hang around all d time!! we used to hang out at Jeffrey's place cos he's renting d whole apartment wif few of his frens. we haf breakfast together, lunch, dinner, supper, walk walk together, rounding together, watch movies together, gossip together, tok cock together n sleep together. (of cos different beds la!)
these buddies haf different characters.
Jeffrey is a Muarian. i call him Tai Lou cos he calls me Tai Ka Jie. he's a nice guy. very gentle n soft spoken. very pro in fixing pc and oso a good driver. never hesitate to reject u wen u ask for ur help. n oso....ehem ehem..he has a nice body . cos he used to go half naked at his own home mer.. not to say i hamsap la...he alw walks in n out..dono sengaja wanna show me his body onot wan... wkakaak..jk la Jeff.
awww...my beloved god brother; Vincent.... . he's another nice chap tat u definitely can hang out wif! a very helpful guy n cares for ppl a lot. thx to Aldrin, if its not Aldrin i will not haf d chance to haf such a nice brother! last time he's very shy, but once u get to know him very well, he can be ur becok partnet jus like me n him now.wakakka. he's oso a good listener. d way he toks at times r farny. like cartoon. miss him a lot!! never regret to haf him as my god brother!! !!
Geoffrey is another chap wic teached me Tamil language. he calls me pandi ( wic means pig!!). kekeke...at times he will crack stupid jokes n his body movement will makes u laff.heard he gonna marry soon. congrats wor...
ehem ehem Aldrin's turn. he ar..at times tok to him can cekik darah d 1st time i noe him i address him as Mr Main Tiang..not puki tiang ar...cos hor,last timr primary afta skewl while waiting for his mum to finish work he will go around d tiang jus outside his mum's oppice. tats d time i say y tis budak so heran. but we didnt tok to each other la. den i bump into him again in one of my tuition during high skewl. den i bump into him again in IRC n tats d time i noe him lo....den now we r still frens.
these r d bunch of fellows i used to hang out last time. but now all of us bz wif our task, we hardly meet. miss those days.... eventhough we hardly meet, but i'll alw cherish d cweet memories!!!