50-50

i MIGHT be getting a job soon and i MIGHT NOT be getting the job as well.

im not sure whether they're gonna hire me onot.

but i was told by my fren tat they gonna hire me.

if the feedback is "yes" den its a hooray for me (a FAKE hooray). to be frank, im not into tat job. its actually a telesales job. but i had been goin thru too many depression lately due to job hunting and traveling up and down from Mlk to KL and there's no positive feedbek. damn DEPPRESS!! so i have no choice but to accept the coming job (if im hired) while hunting for my own interest job; wic is designing.

aKiBat KeBoSaNaN

V( ^_~)V

the day we find love...

’cause I know this isn’t the first time
Won’t be the last time
I surrender my soul ’cause you’re always
Keeping me waiting,
Anticipating the day we find love once again

was surfing the net while listening to my mp3 collection wen suddenly "The Day We Find Love by 911" song pop up.

eventhough it's quite 'classic' but the song is so damn nice, with the nice background music and the sound of the instrument.damn jiwang~!

hhmm...wondering wat happen to 911? they're so talented! *how deep our love cud be... *

i guess im a lil bored here. and im not sure wanna update bout wat.

oh yeh, my gang gang are planning to go either Pulau Redang, Tioman, Perhentian or Langkawi tis coming April. im so freaking HAPPY!!! if everything goes smoothly as in financially stable (tats the very main criteria to be consider) , i will make sure i enjoy my trip kau kau!! weeeee~!! never been to a pulau b4, damn jakun. hei wait a minute, i've been to one pulau b4, Pulau Ketam!! LoL~! but its not for relaxing o wateva, its for makan-ing.

and roughly around September, i will be flying off to Bangkok~!!!!! me, sayang, benny, xiao jun, hoon leong and dono who else will be tagging along..weee~!!!

sayang got tis free air-asia tiket. so we have the chance to fly out of malaysia. singapore is way to bored for me dy =P

muahahahahaa...

isit a bad sign or wat?

the other saturday, 18th Feb, i followed sayang's family to tis Muar temple wic is quite famous. it seems tat most of the prayers are answered there.

there's two parts of this temple...me n sayang finish the 1st part den we decided to get sumthing to drink. when i was walking halfway, my sandals PUTUS!! so so so bad luck!! must it be around tis time? den wen im about to finish the 2nd part of the praying session, it start to drizzling...oh my oh my, did i offend the God onot?? isit a bad sign o wat now???

i ignore it later on den we head to tis Bentayan Food Court for dinner. me and sayang order bbq pork rice. i tink bcos of tat rice itself, we kena food poisoning!! bcos so far his other family members did not suffer from diarhhea and vommiting. poor us :~(

and jus now, jus oni, i went out to repair my 'putus-sandal' at Melaka Raya. after i send my sandal to the cobbler, i walk to my car den. den out of no where, i saw tat PIG!!!!!!!!!! aaaarrgghh!! he jus pop out from one of the corner!! knnccb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuk fuk fuk!!!! and he was like asking me to slaughter him....if oni i have a parang wif me tat time!




the SANDALS!!! sandals cause everything!!!!...... geezzzz, i didnt noe tat im so cruel man..cruel cruel cruel!! im gonna be short life....omitofu~..

it's a small world after all

we were gossiping bout Hoon Leong, yes YOU hoon leong. muahahah....

we (me, adrian, benny, xiao jun and philip) was at Daud and it started wen everyone notice tat adrian tuck his shirt and wore a belt. benny was surprised and asked how come he wears belt and tuck in? philip answered must be Hoon Leong Syndrom ( penyakit apek) .

from there onwards, we start toking bout him. too bad he's not wif us =P

we were saying bout tis and tat and how good he is in sleeping. i mean wen he's asleep, he wont be able to hear any noise around. example : people calling for HELP, loud music, ppl snoring, hp ringing and oso his own "it's a small world after all" alarm clock.

the song "it's a small world after all" is still hanging in my head till now.

It's a small world after
It's a small world after all
It's a small world after all
It's a small, small world

sick sick sick

sayang is sick too :(

he's having a major diarrhea meanwhile me having serious nausea; keep on vomitting

feel like vomitting now :x

never knew

its 340am and i jus got bek from clinic.

fever+nausea+headache+diarrhea = FOOD POISONING

i was having a minor headache around evening time, so i ignore it. den wen it comes to 11++, the pain started to grow. so i pop 2 panadols into my mouth. half an hour later, i start to feel nausea and i vomitted out everything including my dinner plus the drink i had for yumcha earlier.

i told myself to rest earlier so i went to bed. around 2++am, i got up feeling sick. the bek of my head getting pain and pain and my stomach feeling uneasy. again i eat another 2 panadols and went to toilet. i force myself to sleep but i jus cant fall asleep due to the pain.

i try to call sayang wanna ask him to bring me to the doctor, but his hp kenot get thru. must be at cc tis time. so i sms Luis asking whether he's wif sayang but he says no and he'll help me to get him. seconds later sayang called me and says he'll come over in few minutes time.

change my clothes and waited for sayang. sayang came ASAP and we went to Poliklinik Semabok 24Hours. since its 3++am, there's no patient around. even the nurses and doctor were sleeping. they had a grumpy face on and i told myself must be me tat woke them up making them feeling grumpy.

afta explaning my symptom to the doctor, doctor says tat i suffer from food poisoning. so he gave me 6 different types of medicine.

1. vomit
2. actal
3. pain (have no idea wat pain, shud be headache)
4. abdominal pain
5. fever
6. diarrhea

total cost is RM45!! i got freak out cos i nv had such an expensive medication b4. the max cost tat i came across was like RM30. according to Benny, it was supposed to be around tat price cos its after midnight.

never knew tat from a minor headache it can cause me fever, diarrhea and vomitting.

ok, i jus finish my Milo and im off to take my medicine.

Nothing Else Better To Do

Don't Cha!

sayang cook me dis...........

Dont cha wish your boyfriend knows how to cook like mine, Don't cha!! ( * siao! *)

afterall, he's a good chef ^_^

and look at how our eO` had grow???

wat do u tink?

found dis on the net. isnt she adorable??? aaawwwww..... *Heart Melts*

~ HaPPy VaLenTiNe's DaY ~

Today, it is a day for love and romance, a day for young hearts.

A day of romance, Valentine's day is celebrated on February 14th every year as the birthday of St. Valentine. The Catholic Church believes that there were at least three different saints who martyred themselves for humankind, named Saint Valentine or Saint Valentinus. Some believe that the patron saint of this day hails from 3rd century Rome, where marriages had been outlawed by Emperor Claudius II, who thought that since single men made better soldiers, young men should remain single to equip him with a better army. One of the priests named Valentine thought it to be a great injustice towards young hearts and continued to perform marriages for young lovers in secret. However, his actions were discovered and Claudius put him to death. Other version of the legend suggests that he was killed because he attempted to help Christians escape from Roman prisons where they were tortured and beaten.

Another legend suggests that Valentine fell in love with the jailor's daughter while in prison and wrote her a letter signed as 'From your Valentine,' an expression still in vogue. Whatever be the case, by the Middle Ages, Valentine was one of the most popular saints looked upon as a heroic and romantic figure in England and France. It was then that it was decided that his birthday should be celebrated as a day for romance, the purpose to which he devoted his life.

me and sayang exchange presents few days ago. i got him tis...

a Carlo Rino couple watch. our very first couple watch was a Casio digital watch, which we still used it till now. it never strike my mind to get a watch for sayang, till there were once i went out with Fiona and Sharon and Fiona pass us tis Carlo Rino catalogue. wen i was flipping thru tat catalogue, suddenly my eye stop at the watch section. slowly i analyse the various collection of watches and i spotted tis couple watch. so i told myself y don i get one for both of us? brilliant idea! i purchased it later on...

meanwhile, sayang got me tis...

a gold anklet!! i used to have a gold anklet too...but sumthing happen till i 'lost' it!! we bought tis anklet together cos he's afraid he might choose the type of pattern wic i don like.

wat about flowers, chocolates and soft toys??? i used to be a naive girl tat desperately wanted so much flowers on Valentine's day. till i realised tat its a waste of money. in my previous relationship wic had been goin for nearly 5 years (tis might be a sensitive case to 'sumone' wen i mentioned bout my past relationship =P ) i used to received lotsa big bouquet of flowers. not only from 'him' but sumone else too. i cud still remember the scent of roses in my room, but once its dead i have no choice but to throw them away. at 1st i do not have the heart to throw them away, but since its a past history, i decided to throw these dead flowers away. apart of tat reason, these dead flowers became stinky and oso had been inviting mosquitoes.

so wats the point to have flowers den let them layu in front of you and keep the stinky smell in ur room? wasted huh? tats from my own opinion, but i noe girls loves flowers a lot.

chocolates? forget bout it, i have plenty of chocolates in my fridge now. sum CNY gifts by my relatives.

soft toys? i have no idea where to keep them in future since i have lots of them now.

* xMaS PrEzzIeS * * CoLLecTiOn oF MaShI mArO - range from GIANT to DWARFS *

anyway, sayang promised to cook me spagetthi tis coming Friday since im not working on tat day. yay~!!

before sayang bought tat anklet for me, i was following him around to cek on new hp. he wanna get one new hp set for himself. there's two models tat he's interested....Sony Ericson K700i and Motorola RAZR V3. finally he bought these...

Motorola RAZR V3 ( a black casing) . so slim n slender! and oso fragile....sayang was so hook up to tat hp till he ignore me >.<

there's one time i was playing wif his new-gf-hp, he warn me to be extra careful with it -__-

hoon leong was wif us too wen we're doin our shopping. he even got himself sumthing, a Casio watch. too bad i din bring my camera along, otherwise i can post the pic here too.he's so good in bargain-ing. he manage to ask tat sales promoter to give him RM50-RM60 discount. bukan main hebat!! i tink apart of the reason he was given such a big discount becos tat sales promoter happen to be a GIRL!!! together wif Hoon Leong's style in buaya-ing, tat GIRL got carried away and straight away gave him RM50-RM60 discount. =P

will be signing off...ciaoz....

Gong Xi Gong Xi

* WeLcOmE tO tHe DoGGiE yEaR*

its a dog statue taken at Jonker Street.

anyway.....Gong Xi Gong Xi Gong Xi Ni.....Gong Xi Fa Chai!!!! sadly i don feel the Gong Xi Fa Chai sentimen tis year. few reasons y i don feel the CNY sentimen....

1. i tink im old
2. i tink im old dy
3. i tink im so old dy
4. i tink im growing extremely old dy
5. i am actually feeling old now

apart from those reasons....y i don feel the CNY mood becoz....

1. not much CNY tv programme at TV
2. CNY decoration sux
3. for the 1st week of CNY, i oni saw 2 Lion Dance!!! (where had all the lion gone?)

SAD!!!!!

anyway, i've promised to update bout my CNY daily programmes. so here goes...

29th January 2006, 1st day of CNY

went to my Grandparents' place at Bandar Hilir (father side). collect angpows den hang out for like one hour plus plus. my Grandparents place is a lil dull bcoz most of them are grown up ppl. their topic conversation will be bout work, politik etc. one word to describe - B O R I N G -

den afta tat, we head over to my Grandma's place at Bukit Beruang (mum side). its been 2 years since i celebrate CNY wif my Grandma, i was at my sayang's place the past 2 years. every 1st day of CNY, there's always open house at sayang's place. lotsa delicious food been served especially sambal udang! damn it, i start to miss the food dy!! >.<

as usual, my Grandma's place more happening cos of kids. manage to meet up wif my cousins wic we hardly meet dy. all hensom hensom and pretty pretty dy. Mahjong Session tis year among my mum, my grandma and my aunties oni few rounds, better don play so much, wait kena tangkap den shave botak. wat a nonsence stuff, how can they ruin the CNY mood??? so unfair!

photos photos photos!! took photos wif my aunties and grandma too.. will oni upload few of them here....

* sisters wif one of my aunty**grandma wif her cucu cicit* (not all here, sum went bek dy)
* me and Amy wif my adorable nephew and nieces*

hang out at my popo's place till 9++pm.

30th January 2006, 2nd day of CNY

the next day itself, i went over to sayang's place. had lunch over there and i realised tat i had ate like a PIG!! *oink oink* wat do u expect wen u see sambal udang, rendang, curry chicken, roti jala, ketupat, chicken wings plus soup in front of u?? of coz la u wallop like nobody business!! damn siok...

there's Lion Dance at sayang's place!! tuan tuan dan puan puan....dipersilakan....Mr Lion....

* dong dong jiang, dong dong jiang*

i've learned tat once those lion dance members peel off the oranges and vegetables, they will throw to us. they don mean to litter the place, there's a reason behind it. all we need to do is pick up those peel oranges and vegetables...in other word, we are actually picking up "kam" (orange means Gold) and "choi"(vegetables means luck) ^_^

later on sayang's mum called up New Good World restaurant and Lim Tian Puan restaurant to ask for the dinner menu and pricing. finally they choose Lim Tian Puan restaurant. it's actually sayang's sister's treat. oh yeh, his sister gave me a RM100 angpow!! siok...it seems tat his sister bonus quite kaulat tis year. so i had another extra RM100!!! yay~!!

*sayang's family*

l-r(sit) : uncle, father, mum, aunty Jenny, aunty Jessie, grandma
l-r(stand) : sayang, me, sister

service was quite bad cos not much staff around. serving was indeed small as well..but it doesnt matter, as long as everyone is happily eating those dishes.

31st January 2006, 3rd day of CNY

woke up around 8am and get myself ready. frens coming over to 'pai nien'. they were supposed to reach my house at 9am. but i noe sumbody gonna delay the time...who else if its not our nenek Sharon. -.-" she's 4va tat late but we get used to it ady. they reached my house half an hour later. asking bout each other whereabouts.

its nice to meet up wif old folks wic hardly meet. thru out the journey from A to Z, we were talking bout our secondary life. and the best part is, we were laffing so hard at out own silly mistakes.

miss those dayz especially Form 6 life. Form 6 life is the best-rox! me and few of my close frens (even the head prefect and monitor of the class) was the most noisiest and naughtiest student in tat class. most of the time we will ponteng classes especially Maths lesson!! our Maths teacher is the most faggot teacher we ever had. his boring teaching skills makes us feel sien wanna attend his class. so most of the time, my gang (including the Head Prefect and Monitor of the class) will ponteng his class and hide in the library. there's a few times tat he came and hunt for us, but we buat bodo as though he not around. LoL...

our favourite place to hang out at skewl will be the library. bcos..... they have air cond there. all of us know tat library is a place to study and not to make noise. but sad to say...we all neglect the rules. all we do is chat non stop, sleep in the library and laff all we can. at times we curi-curi makan too. the Head Prefect will close one eye and act as though nothing happen. the most pathetic stuff is....im actually one of the senior librarian there!!! and i din follow the rules!! cant blif tat!

there are sum cases tat we curi - curi went bek early...sum might say its normal to them...but i still cant blif i do tat....even the Head Prefect and Monitor of the class do tat to!! my God!!(our teaches 'mou ngan tai' (no eyes) to see us.

i remember very well wen we wanna go for Econs tuition at Tengkera under Mr.Hoong ( a famous Baba MHS teacher). his tuition class is 4eva pack!! till we have to rush there and become the first kiasu to get into the classroom and book place. the distance from IJC to tengkera not say near...moreover...afta skewl hour is always jam like hell especially around Bandar Hilir and also Tengkera there. at times we din even eat. there's no food stall around tat area. >.<

so in order for us to make sure we have a place to sit at tat tuition place and have food to eat, we divide into 2 groups; 1 will go tapau the other 1 will trus go over to tat tuition to rebut place to sit. usually b4 the clock strike 2pm, we will get ourselves 15minutes in advance to ready. in the sense we pack our stuff and carry our bag. once the skewl bell ring, poof we go; fasten our speed like nobody business. -those were the dayz-

manage to meet up with two of our IJC teacher. both are the greatest teachers we ever had!

*cute Mr Kong-teached us Pengajian Am*

during Mr Kong's class, all we do is chatting all the way, sleeping in the class and reading newspapers. meanwhile he will be teaching few souls in my class.

*sexy Mrs Lim-lower form teacher*

oh yeh, sharon kept her promise by wearing tat sexy cheongsam. hehehehe ^_^

our overall outing ended roughly 5++.

sayang came over and pick me up at night. sayang wanna eat Kenny Rogers for dinner. so we went MP and settle ourselves at KR. my trademark side dishes will be mashes potatoes, potato salad and macaroni and cheeze!!!! mana tak gemok? >_<

den we went Limbongan to limteh wif few of our kakinang. halfway thru, there's tis Indian possession (parade) pass by our limteh area. Benny asked "eh wanna take pic of tat parade onot? can put inside ur blog ma...u can say while limteh halfway we saw tis Indian thing pass by". -___- !

1st February 2006, 4th day of CNY

*thinking hard wat i did on 4th day of CNY* - think think think -

ok...i din go out day time cos sayang laZy wanna pik me up =_________= . benny called me to ask whether im at sayang's place becos he wanna drop by at his place... and i replied NO cos he's too laZy to come all d way to town to pick me. tak guna~! den benny told sayang i was complaining to him bout tat ...and tats d time oni sayang came over to pick me up....muahahahah~!!

b4 tat, jack and hoon leong was having lunch at one of the stall near to Malim meanwhile benny, xiao jun and her sis just sit down and yumcha. they were waiting for us to reach sayang's place. but they reached much earlier den us. hoon leong says he will meet up later on.

sayang's mum cooked sambal prawn again. so i took out one small plate of sambal udang for them to try....in few seconds, all the prawns habis! so i 'top-up' the prawns for them...and again one shot they finish up the prawns. hoon leong came later on. sayang's mum ask me to ask them whether they wan ketupat and roti jala....and their answer was a "YES". ketupat and roti jala was served later on together with sambal udang and all i noe is...they were enjoying the meal...even jack and hoon leong still can hantam eventhough they just had their lunch few minutes ago.

oh yeh, how cud i 4get sayang's father speciality in doing the chicken wing for two rounds and they actually sapu habis bersih bersih. like i said b4, sayang's parents sambal udang and chicken wings are the greatest demand during CNY. tis year itself, his parents bought 11kg of small udang, i repeat SMALL UDANG and not big udang (to make these sambal udang) and in 4 dayz itself,all the prawns FINISH! *poof* jus like tat. 11kg of small udang sial! -____- " as for the chicken wings, they bought 8.5kg tis year...and its almost finish too....

they finish up one big bowl of sambal udang and his mum have to re-cook again. actually tat bowl of sambal prawns is for his mum's frens later on at night. but we finish up and she has no choice but to cook again. =P

they left around 530pm. xiao jun having steamboat party at her place at about 730pm. i was wondering whether they can digest tat fast onot?

had tomyam steamboat wif lotsa vege and meat. * yum yum* pic is not wif me cos i din bring camera along. have to ask from Benny or xiao jun...

stomach was bloating till i kenot take it. im not sure bout the others but all i noe is i feel like a huge giant there! *sweat*

went over to jack's place to play pakau. i tink we finish playing pakau cards till 2am, den went pasar borong to limteh till 3am. my stomach feels so heavy due to the food and my eye lids too starts feeling heavy afta tat...

2th February 2006, 5th day of CNY

im goin swimming!!!!!!!!!!! its been ages since i wear my swimsuit. and i finally got to wear my swimsuit. me n sayang met up wif benny, xiao jun, her sis and jack and public pool at 7pm. my swimming technique oso kenot pakei wan. but i noe im having so much fun with those monkeys inthe pool. i felt myself burn down sum fats afta swimming, wat bout u Hoon Leong?? hehehehe....

was in the pool for 1 1/2 hour den we got up and took shower. was deciding where to makan den finaly we came up wif the idea of eating nasi lemak at hensom's mamak. there goes my exercise....

earlier, jack fetch them. benny then ask me whether wanna sit roller coaster onot? i was like huh? den he ask me to sit jack's car and test power skit. i was asked to sit in front and before i manage to pull the seat belt, jack start driving off in a very fast speed. as far as i noe, i was holding tight to the seat belt and closing my eyes thru out the journey. now i understand why they say his car is as though like a roller coaster and oso how superb fast he always reach Mlk from KL. *sweat* by the time we reached the place, my legs start to grow weak.....

once we finish our dinner, we went to tis fun fair at Melaka Raya. the place was superb pack too.

another round of limteh at Sultan afta tat till around 12++am.

3th February 2006, 6th day of CNY

went Jonker Walk to look around. afta tat we had satay celuo for dinner. meet up wif kakinang as well. afta satay celup, we decide to go pver to Bert's Cafe. enjoying ourselves wif pakau. don let the police see us, or else they gonna catch us and shave our hair off. but we din gamble...jus play for fun nia.

benny suddenly feel like eating roti john. so we pay our bills and head over to Pantai Kundur roti john. ordered 2 long roti john wif one ayam golek. thx to benny for making fat. >_<>

4th February 2006, 7th day CNY

sharon was supposed to go bek JB today, but she cancel off her plan and make it the next day. so i went over to her place and both of us went to MP to develop our overall pics (from last last last time). thx God sharon has tis 50% voucher. so i ended up paying RM60++ for the pics...or else i have to pay RM120++ !!

later on, met up wif xiao jun, her sis and benny at Asam Pedas for dinner. the three of them goin to Jonker Walk later on, so without wasting time, we finish our meals and make our move.

fetch sharon bek and reach home about 12am.

5th February 2003, 8th day of CNY

there's this tarrot card reader dropping by at sayang's place around 10am. xiao jun is interested bout it so they came over and pick me up. by the time we reached sayang's place, his mum was cooking Sardine Bihun!! long time din eat dy.... the 4 of us (me, xiao jun, her sis and benny) finish up one big plate of bihun. i sms sayang to let him noe tat we r enjoying the sardine bihun, and he kenot take it. =P muahahahaha

i manage to take bek my cd rom and cds wic i had keep on REMINDING sayang to return bek. * sweat*

its pass midnight now, i cud hear firecrackers nearby. tats bcoz its 'pai tien kong'.

ok, i tink tats all i cud say bout my boring CNY stuff...