A Trip to Sagil

oh yeah.....we're going to Sagil!! weeee...for those tat dono where Sagil located, its actually at Johor. sayang came and pick me up at 815am. went over to Benny's house to pick him and his awek up. took breakfast together den we start our journey roughly at about 930am.

reach Sagil around ... not sure the time. Sagil is oso located on top of Gunung Ledang. so we actually climbed Gunung Ledang! im so PROUD!!! actually we didnt went to the top of the mountain lar. halfway oni, siao mer, i walk halfway oredi wanna died-ed dy. wen we're about to reached the place, we saw beautiful Gunung Ledang from short distance. a pic below will describe it.

nice ler? see from pic not so nice but in real life damn nice sial!!

well, like u guys noe, today is a public holiday, so obviously the place gonna be very pack! park our car, start hunting for a better spot to settle down. wen we find a good spot, i cant wait to dip myself into the water. the water was so so so extremely cold!!! *freeze*

a pic of me b4 im soak wet!!

a pic of me half wet?

me and my sayang

wen taking photo for sayang, i notice Benny and his babe was finding good spot to take more action pack pics.

weather was nice, not hot becos big trees are everywhere. its so cool and nice place to relax! thx sayang for bringing me there.

i loves to sit under the waterfall and let the water splash my back. its like as if u're having a nice jacuzzi! serious shit!

roughly around 130pm, it start to rain, not heavy rain but drizzling. so we have no choice but to leave the place. kinda sad, but wat to do, mother nature doesnt wan us to stay longer.

stop by at Tangkak a while cos Benny's babe need to get cloth material. she wanna make baju for her company annual dinner. Tangkak is famous for selling cloth material. afta bought her stuff, we went for yumcha a while.

time passes by damn fast tat we actually realised its 430pm dy! without wasting much time, we start or journey back to Melaka. send both of them bek den i went over to sayang's place.

tadah~! tats my day for today. oh yeah, another gud news. i saw sayang's mum weighing machine at her room so i weigh myself and i lose weight dy!! yippeee!! b4 i met my sayang, i was 48kg. after i get to noe him i was about 53kg - 55kg. den now im 49kg!!! yay~!!!!

Never Gone

Backstreet Boys - Never Gone

The things we did, the things we said

Keep comin' back to me and make me smile again

You showed me how to face the truth

Everything that's good in me I owe to you

Though the distance that's between us

Now may seem to be too far

It will never separate us

Deep inside, I know you are

Never gone, never far

In my heart is where you are

Always close, everyday

Every step along the way

Even though for now we've got to say goodbye

I know you will be forever in my life (yeah)

Never gone

No, no, no, no

I walk alone these empty streets

There is not a second you're not here with me

The love you gave, the grace you've shown

Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone

(Somehow) somehow you found a way

To see the best I have in me

As long as time goes onI swear to you that you will be

Never gone, never farIn my heart is where you are

Always close (always close), everyday (everyday)

Every step along the way

Even though for now we've got to say goodbye

I know you will be forever in my life (in my life, yeah)

Never gone (gone from me)

If there's one thing I believe (I believe)

I will see you somewhere down the road again(I will see you somewhere, somewhere, somewhere, somewhere)

(Never gone) Never gone, never far

In my heart is where you are

Always close (always close, always close), everyday (everyday, everyday)

Every step along the way

Even though for now we've got to say goodbye (yeah, yeah)

I know you will be forever in my life

Never gone, never far

In my heart is where you are (in my heart is where you are)

Always close (always close), everyday (everyday)Every step along the way

Never gone, never far

In my heart is where you are

hakunamatata?

tis morning the weather was so freaking good. it had been raining in d mornign the past few days and i cant enjoy it! damn~! have to get ready for work.

boss came to work and he ask the admin gal to attend a short meeting.was doing my stuff wen Jasmine; my colleague told me boss face very very bucuk! i have no reason bout tat so i continue my work. den after the meeting with the admin, he call me n Jasmine for meeting den i say fug, sure kena kantoi again wan tis time. went into the meeting room and was getting ready for him to ask "why u do tat and tis and tat, and u shudnt tis and tat and tis and tat".

he was reading smth den he tilt up his head and look at me. Gosh, must it be me first?? den he ask "so far wat do u tink of ur job?". so i tel him in fine with it, getting used to it. customers were ok, most of the customers i meet are nice n reasonable ppl, oni very very few customers wic are not reasonable enuf.den he turn to Jasmine and ask her the same ques cos she's still fresh and new to the company as well.

after both of us tell out about our working life in tat company, he show us his smiley face and saying we did a good job so far. and he was telling us not to feel so tense up wen working in the company. he ask us to be ourselves and don feel so afraid wen he's around. in my heart i was like "wow! how he noes tat man!". surprisingly he was very nice to us tis morning and i have no idea why was he like tat. but who cares. he say he's gonna get half day leave (wic is so freaking good news!) cos he need to rest. he too had been quite stressful and bz the past few days due to Infineon project. and oso he has to take care of his wife wic jus went for operation yesterday or earlier wic im not so sure. he told us he has to tapau food for his wife, take care of her etc. sounded like he's a nice guy.

ok, i got my very 1st officially salary today!! weeeee~!! but the pay wasnt tat cool cos i join the company second week of the month and its not in a full payment. but nvm, im so proud of it cos i manage to get thru tis 3 weeks.

was supposed to go out later with my sayang but i cancel off cos im so tired. and moodless due to smth. and oso surprisingly i had my lunch today! LOLZ! i actually tapau myself 2 biji cha sau pau from nx stall. not bad hor. okla, ciaong off...

so so sad

the topic of this entry is not refering to me. its actually refering to my boss!! muaahahhaahahahah, shit i feel so evil sial. nvm bout tat. ok, wats wif my boss huh?

after boss had short meeting wif me and another 2 colleagues, one of my colleague; Edmund wanna tok to my boss personally. i didnt noe wat happen till the admin told me tat Edmund wanna resign!! i was like WHAT!!!! sure onot? she say 100% sure. two reasons he wanna resign.
firstly, he wanna focus on his own Moods Cafe. yeah, he's the owner of the cafe. he feel so tired wen day time working den nite time continue his taking care his own cafe. second reason (my very own reason) he wanna resign oso bcos he oso bo kam wan wif my boss. so after my boss approve his resignation, my boss face turn bitter. he didnt even tok to us tat much and he even left the office around 1pm den come bek a while den wen out till never come bek!!! he told Edmund tat he himself(boss) shudnt open tis business cos he was actually depending on us. it seems tat he noes nothing about digital printing etc, oni theoritically.

everyone was like saying tai sei cos of his own attitude etc. even the part timer tat take care of the cc during nite shift oso say he deserve it. he better find another pro designer or else he's gonna be in deep shit!

again i skip my lunch cos i was concentrating on my work and i feel lazy to eat too. heehehee... can diet as well. okla, wanan rest dy. adioz.

My Graduation Photos

my graduation photos with my family...

im SOOOOOOOOO in dilemma

my dad jus came bek few minutes ago and ask whether i wanna work in banking line cos he sort of noe sumbody in the banking line.

im so dilemma bcos....

1. i jus started with my new job and im eager to learn more.....
2. my current boss a lil anti me now due to the air cond and pc for not shutting down properly (pathetic boss huh?), wic makes me no mood to work wen he's around
3. im seriously into designing stuff
4. banking line is in my list too.. but if im were choosen i'll be based in KL...so as a matter of fact im gonna be home sick real much
5. i cant say NO to my dad cos he will show his negative feedbek to us, so i had no choice but to agree and wait for interview (provided they wanna ask me for interview)
6. if im officially hire by them, im gonna be at KL for abot 3years cos according to my dad, it seems tat they wanna open new branches here n there... so if im lucky enuf i can come bek and work...
7. duh~! but who noes wats the future plan...im so lonely~!!!!!

gotta get ready, sayang coming over to pick me up soon, ciaoz...

no pain no gain

yesterday was horrible ... donot have the time for lunch so i have no choice but to skip my lunch. working continuously till 630. sayang came and pick me up at 715pm. went over his place and he cooked spagetthi for me. damn miss spagetthi sial...

today was even more horrible!! went to work, i saw my working place carpet so wet and my cpu shifted a bit. den my colleague told me tat my working station air cond's start to drip after i leave the office. another colleague ask me whether boss did called me last nite cos she say boss call her up to ask for my number. boss have a very weird attitude wic LOVES to sms and calls his staff after 7pm and oso during weekends. come on lar for God sake, u dowan to enjoy ur weekends and after office hour days den ur pasal la, y do u have to call up ur staff and tok about work sumore? ppl enjoying the nite and weekends den u suddenly sms n call and spoil ppl's mood. way to go dude! at times he call not for oni work purpose, but to scold them... so i assume ystday he wanna call me to give me stupid lectures.

boss came later on and say wanna have a stupid meeting (again) wif me and another 2 fresh workers. the 1st ting den he utter from his mouth is "I don like local graduates". i was like huh? basically he doesnt oni like local grads, he oso dislike secretaries, Infineon staff (although he got training from there last time), ugly ppl, fat ppl and worse of all, he look down on those tat have high motivation, saying THEY WILL NEVER SUCCESS IN FUTURE. wat the heck?

ok, wen he's toking about "I don like local graduates", he's actually refering to me alone in the meeting room. he ask whether i did off my pc all the time. i say of cos. and he say last nite i didnt off my pc and tat will be my third time for not switching off my pc. i remember last nite Thye Shin use my pc cos he need to print smth from my pc and wen i left i told him to off my pc. so he didnt off. and i did explain to tat so call 'rational' boss and he start to shoot sumore. den he say three times... but i remember i off everytime i left. i suspect is those part times tat work in the cc behind our office wic is attached to our office as well. cos i remember once, at nite time roughly 9++pm, i went bek to office and i found tis part timer wif one gal (wic is not a staff there) was using one of my fren's pc. so i assume mus be them tat use my pc and didnt off it. but i didnt reveal to boss cos no matter how much saliva u puik out, he will never listen to u. den he say about the air cond saying i didnt off it tats y the water start to drip. HAHAHAHAHAH!!! there's 2 more staff in the office so u wan me to off the air cond and let them die of kepanasan?? i keep quiet and dowan say a thing. den he ask whether my working station is fully utilised onot. i say i need a tray and he say "how come u didnt voice out to the admin then?". in my heart i was like "hello uncle, i donot have the time to eat, drink, pee, pick up fon calls etc, u wan me to sit down and tink wat to get for my own working station??". i did told myself tat i will tok about tis wen im really really free, but he jus start to tembak me and i just keep quiet dowan say a thing as well. den he say my computer skills very weak. HWHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! he say i shudnt open to many files in the Illustrator program. as if i dono, jus tat it makes me more easier to get the file i wan. i keep quiet ... my face start to grow bitter and bitter and bitter and he noes it and he can make stupid jokes trying to clear the sentimen. well, actually he's not scolding me, but he's saying in a way wic is kinda sarcastic. den he say the three of us have to pick up fast. sigh, as if we dono, we r trying so hard to learn in a more express way. jus tat we're so fresh we need time. if u're so afraid tat time consumption will lead u to hell, den u shudnt employ fresh grad at the 1st place. the most worse part is he add fire between me n Thye Shin. he sms Thye Shin saying im very piss off wif him wic is totally not true!!

he's very clever in pusing pusing. at 1st he say wastage is nothing to me, den the nx day is if possible avoid wastage. den he will say u kenot do tis, den the nx day u actually can do it. at times wen we tel him smth, he says oni small matter donot need to get to him, den if we didnt get to him, he will say y we didnt get to him. LOLZ!

so so sickening. wen he was telling his stupid lectures, it really makes my heart ache cos he doesnt even wanna look t our side here. wic makes me nearly wanna burst out to tears. den i told myself, i have to hold on and be strong enuf and take it as a challenge in tis work. bcos i noe there's more 'lectures' to go on.

oh yeah, he can say tat he doesnt wan us to treat him like a boss, smth like fren and fren tok. u urself oso didnt treat us like 'fren' how la we wanna treat u bek tat way? sigh...early in the morning gip me tis kinda mood. den one of my colleague got piss off with him bcos he jus sound me for stupid reasons.

wat a day man.....2ml last day of the week!! yay~!!! im so happy!!!

la la la

working was ok. ah shit, reminds me of Thye Shin's blog whereby the 1st few weeks wen he start to work he was saying his work was ok wic he didnt complain much. and he started complaining after tat. gosh, does tat mean im gonna be complaining after tis...but i oredi predict im gonna do so....coming soon..but i dono wen..

learn a bit of tis n tat. was ask to design invoice and im done with it. (actually brought bek my work to do. pathetic huh?). and i tink im ok wif the design so tomolo i will show to my boss n see wat he will say...

waited for my sister to come n pik me after work (7pm). i didnt use the front entrance to go ot but bek entrance cos doesnt wan my boss to see me goin bek so late. den wen i walk out from the bek door, i went in front to wait for my sis. mana tau my boss come out and saw me. he was like "aiks, y so late haven go bek". i told him im waiting for my sister. and he say "do u wan me to send u bek?". i quikly say "no thx, my sis is on her way here"...... i noe i dowan wait there. cis...

When Love n Hate Collide * piang *

just got bek from movie with sayang. watched Bewitched.... and the movie...errrmm.. no komen...

before tat we went over to one of our fren's daughter one month old makan. den we stay a while den oni we move our ass to MP.

now sayang is sleeping meanwhile im blogging tis ting while listening to Def Leppard - When Love and Hate Collide. Sharon will be coming over a while. need to return her sum vcds.

i gess tats all....BORING!

second week of working

i was working real hard on one of the company's business card wic actually took a lot of time to complete it. i even skip my lunch (few days) cos of tat company's business card. and even stay back at office to complete it.

so wen im finally done with it, my burden all gone, like a snap of finger. but i wasnt sure whether my boss gonna approve my job onot cos i don find the output so perfect. but i donot give a damn bout it cos i need to concentrate on others task. but i told myself to get prepared to be scold by my boss.

tis morning, my boss ask me whether the cards are fine. i say to my own opinion i find it ok, but i dono wat about his own opinion. so he jus look at it in a quick glance and say shudnt b a prb. den i say im not so sure wat will the customers react to their own business card. den he say i did my job ady and shudnt b worry. i was like huh, he didnt scold me weh. miracle. well, mayb he's afraid tat i might leave the company ASAP and leave the trainee alone struggling work. so i assume wen Zeena coming bek for work, he definitely will shoot me kau kau wan. not oni wen Zeena is bek, but i got a feeling he will shoot me soon. well, wat 2 do, who on earth tat nv kena reprimand by their boss b4? so lets get prepared and face it lor...

was kinda relax wen everyting is almost done. i told my sayang tat no matter wat today i DIE DIE mus have lunch!! been skipping lunch the past few days so i told myself tat I MUST HAVE LUNCH TODAY! lunch was ok, but i didnt finish my food.

working hours was so damn fast cos there's too many jobs to do. oh yeah, my boss gonna give me 2 projects coming soon. one on Monday the other one not so sure. so i wil be very 'pek cek', tense up and bz again!!

ok , don tok about work anymore. today is Friday, 2ml im off! i shud b very happy. seriously jus now wen i finish my work (although i left the office at 650pm) i was walking happily to my car. cos im done with my stuff and 2ml im not working. weeee~!!!!

happy birthday sayang!!

its sayang birthday!! may ur wish come true!! wish u close big big deals!!!

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i wish tat i have....PLENTY OF TIME!!!. i seriously need TIME!! im so lack of time!! 24 hours is not sufficient!!! loads of work... work work work~!

i seriously like tis job, but im so tense up due to the amount of stupid work and not enuf time!! i hope im not gonna be the next person to leave this company... i wanna stay stay stay~!!!!!! but can i????????????????????????????????

sigh~!

time time time time...

2nd day in Penang

didnt really sleep well in hotel thx to the mumbling and snooring. and also the alarm tat keep on ringing from Allan's handfon.

Allan's handfon alarm ring a few times at about 845am. but he didnt wake up. finally at about 1030am he woke up and call dono who and say "shit! i woke up late, wake for me ar".

we're goin to cek out at 12pm. b4 tat, we were supposed to stay one more nite, but sayang need to rush bek to Mlk cos he had an appoinment with a client on Saturday morning. so we have to rush bek after my convocation. anyway, we bought tiket to Mlk (11pm) once we reach Penang bust stand. since Allan will be goin USM earlier den us, we have to help him carry his huge heavy luggage! ish, become his kuli plak.

soo yin n sharon came n pik us at 12pm. went for lunch den went bek to soo yin's in-law's house. soo yin's mum-in-law is indeed a great lady to chat with and oso her nephew(s)in-law was so superb CUTE!!!! i wanted to take pics with those cute hensom kids but time is running out. too bad!!

soo yin n sharon wanna do make up on me. so i was ask to sit down and both of these expert start to draw and paint colors on me. once the make up is done, i wear my robe and get ready to head to USM.

USM starts to get bz wif lotsa ppl.

1stly i went to regis myself. got myself a pass den went to the hall to get rdy for the ceremony. the hall was indeed very big. sayang and sharon did help me to snap pics in the hall (wic is illegal).

* the big hall *

roughly 3pm, the ceremony begin. wen the canselor canselor, dean and etc etc walks in, everybody need to stand up. i really like the part wen they walk in. damn nice sial.

den the speech begin etc etc. wen its about time for the graduans to get ready to get their scroll from Tan Sri (dean), i got so nervous. i was so afraid tat i might trip down or bang into sumone etc.

wen our names are read, our names will appear in two big screen. finally its my turn, i walk up and took the scroll. sharon manage to take my pic wen i took the scroll from the dean. but a pic of my bek oni. its doesnt matter. i still like it. thx gal! i tot wanna put tat particular pic here but Sharon been bz recently and so am i. she cant email me the pic, but nvm, mayb sum other day.

the names goes on and on till about 430pm. most of us feel so sleepy. even sharon n sayang nearly doze off at the bek. sharon says tat she dono wats happening but she noes tat her body is oni moving from left to right.

one thing i notice is, usually the last graduan of each batch will have a very great applause, especially from he cancelors etc on the stage. u noe why? cos they're very happy the thing gonna end soon. so to those tat are the last person, they shud feel luky.

at about 550pm, the session end. the cancelors, dean etc walk our from the stage. damn cool sial.

everybody rush out of the hall. everywhere was like so buzy. took lotsa pics with my frens.

* me *


* another me *

* sayang and my beloved frens !! *

thx soo yin n sharon!!!


* me with senthila *

* allan , me and sayang *

* wooi, anna, shanice, me and wooi's gf *

thx wooi for coming!!!!!!!! thx for the presents!!

* with coursemates n lecturer *

by the time we finish taking pics, its nearing to 730pm!! poor soo yin have to bear with us all d time. she drove us bek to her in-law's place den her bf took his own car to fetch us for dinner.

i tink Allan got too obsessed with soo yin's satria car. cos.... wen we sit soo yin's bf car and wanted to get down from his car, i was waiting for Allan to go out from the car so i can go out. i ask why isnt he goin down. den he point to his front ppl (my sayang). i wonder wat isit gotta do with the front ppl. so i say "tis is not satria car weh, u can open ur own door n go out". lolz~! soo yin n sharon laugh non stop after got to noe Allan. he was so superb blur!

finish dinner about 930pm den went bek to soo yin's bf place. had a short bath den rest a while den her bf send us to bus stand. a very tiring journey but overall it was so much fun!

reach Mlk at about 445am. sayang's parents came n fetch us. went bek to his house to sleep. woke up makan lunch. after such a long time didnt go over my sayang's place, i find out our eO had grow so much!!

* our eO *

anyway, thx soo yin for everything!!! thx sharon!! u guys the BESH!!

* just for fun *

THX AGAIN TO U GUYS!!

im bek~! (first day in Penang)

im bek from my convo at Penang. it was so much fun and nice man! im having a lil headache here cos jus reach home few minutes ago and i haven really pack my stuff. but im so eager to tok about my trips etc.

on the very first day, all of us met at Melaka Sentral . bus will be leaving at 9am. but Allan was late and he ask me no matter wat muz die die tahan the bus for him. ok, luky he's late for about 2minutes.

Sharon didnt sleep well the day b4 it cos she's too worry about her government posting etc. so she slepy in the bus. i got so bored tat i took out my camera and start to play with it.




i noe its not good to take pics of ppl wen they're sleeping, but i just kenot tahan. lolz. if Sharon ever sees tis im gonna be in dead meat.

lets move on to Allan n see wat is he doin......

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sigh, the-never-change-Allan....


sayang's cute chubby fingers. always picit picit with his fingers.

thru out my journey to Penang, i was reading tis book...


a very romantic story...

we reached Penang at about 445pm. waited for Soo Yin to come and pick us.

after she pick us, she fetch us to USM to get our robes and mortarboards. den we went to Vistana Hotel to rest. Allan was trying hard to figure out how to wear the robes.. and tis is wat we had from him finally... a perfect wear but......sigh...see for urself....



we had Kayu for dinner a very famous nasi kandar. den we went bek hotel to rest while watching tv.

Allan later on went to find his own frens. we slept early cos tired. den about 1++am, we heard sumbody trying to open our door and its actually Allan. we suddenly woke up wen Allan says "oh shit!". we forgot we lock the sledge. den he apologise for waking us up. wen all of us start to sleep like a pig, suddenly Allan start to mumbling to himself. must be dreaming mia pasal. wic woke me. he says smth like " F F F F F... " den finally he says "Off it lar". .... no komen about him...

ok, im signing off. wanna rest. wil tok more on my second day the next entry. ciaoz.

wtf!

i was blogging den click post den mana tau internet cakap no page display. den my entry gone case.

lets see whether i can recall wat i type jus now..hhmm..ok, i was blogging about my practise on illustrator. wen i was practising on it, i finally told myself, not much point if i oni noes how to copy and paste. i need A LOT OF PRACTISE!!! i tell u the reason....




ok, gambau di atas adalah rekaan bolo saya dari salah satu mini calender i. i pakei illustrator bikin mia. wen i was about to finish this stupid thing, i realised its useless. as a designer, i have to actually trace out the colors and the type of font in the pic. and it must be EXACT!!! i repeat EXACT!!!

let say ... client comes with the pic above and wan u to design exactly like it, if client give u softcopy den we shal thx the fler for reducing our time. but sum clients will give us hardcopy instead softcopy. with the hardcopy, the BEST PART is ( i mean worst part lar naweh), u have to trace out the colors and type of fonts. understand wat i mean?? if client comes with the stupid pic above in oni a piece of paper with colors and font, we need to use our eyes to cek on the colors. we have to cek all the fonts to find the matching font wif the sample they gave. scan? no way u can scan cos at times the output will be different! clients are very particular about their cards etc. if they wan it tat way u no matter wat, die die oso have to produce out tat way to them...i want it tat way, tell me why aint nth but a heart break... i want it tat way. cut tat Backstreet Boys nonsence.




lets skip the pinky ting. jump to blue blue ting. aaahh, nice blue mountain. but gonna KILL ME! if client come with this piece of blue shit, i have to strain my eyes to cek one by one on the colors. how many blues we have here? i oso not so sure, but muz get the same exact blues out!! if 8 diff blues den the 8 blues muz b same as the sample the client give!! DO U UNDERSTAND??!!

i tink i had strain my eyes a lot. i have been facing the pc in a very very close distance. clients are very particular about the result.

if oni clients and boss are not the fussy type i wont be so tense up.

ok, im done with tis. pray hard tat im gonna be a succesful designer one day!!!

I WANNA BE A SUCCEFUL DESIGNER!!
I WANNA BE A SUCCEFUL DESIGNER!!
I WANNA BE A SUCCEFUL DESIGNER!!
I WANNA BE A SUCCEFUL DESIGNER!!
I WANNA BE A SUCCEFUL DESIGNER!!

MUAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....

sigh

i came bek from work den look at myself into the mirror and actually find out im so so so PUCAT!!! i tink i started to tense up dy.... tense up as in hearing wat my colleagues tok abuot my boss. gosh!

went to work as usual. then there's tis customer came over to collect the output of the business cards. he was ceking on the output but doesnt satisfy cos the cards all been cutting in a senget way. den Thye Shin got scolded in front of the customer by my boss!! im not sure whether tats the cards i help him to cut or the other part timer cut it. so wen our boss came to our working desk and scold (not really scold, but like saying sumthing in not a good way), i stood up and told my boss it wasnt his fault, im d one tat cut the cards ( cant remember whether its me onot but i tink i shud stand up and defend Thye Shin ). but boss didnt scold me. instead he was telling us tis and tat n i notice his eyes oni looking at Thye Shin. i tink im stil new and he understand but i feel so guilty man! damn those cutting electronic machine. mus be the allignment lari tats y the cards all senget dy! so i keep on apologising to Thye Shin and he say its ok. sigh..

after a small lecture, boss left the office. den one of my colleague; Edmund, actually sms him sounding him!! he says tat " u shud noe they r still fresh and not so good in tis and tat, they r oso humans, if u keep on scolding them, then they will feel sked to come to work next time. do u want them to carry the 'skedness' to work all the time? do u remember one of our old colleague ( wic left ) actually don have the guts to ask u questions wenever she wanna ask u? " and his sms quite long till i actually forget the content. nvm bout tat. he send him the sms and wen boss came bek,boss wanna see me plak. i tot he wanna ask me to do sumting else. but he actually apologise to me bout the case earlier!! i was so shock bout it. well, i donot blame him bcos he really have to carry the big burden as in marketing, financially and oso reputation. sumore the cost of printing is so expensive. so he told me the previous cases wic happened last time saying tat they actually face lotsa wastage on tis and tat and he was hoping we can be real alert. yes i do understand him becos every boss definitely wanna save on cost and avoid wastage. so he blah and blah and blah. i tink cos of the sms Edmund send tat makes him wanna see me.

ok, i might sound like im ok wif the work and boss. mayb im still new (3days oni) and i haven face the difficulties. so i tink in future or mayb the coming week i will start to complain!!!! aaarrrghhh, i just hate the feeling. how nice if i can stand and handle all the pressure and etc etc!! sumbody train me to be more batu hati!!

went lunch wif my colleagues. wen i lay my butt on the chair and order food, they start to tok bout my boss saying his bad stuff. i listen dy damn sked till i no mood to eat!!! i didnt even finish my meal! sigh. there's one admin gal wic oni work for 3 weeks telling me tat on the 3rd day itself she oredi had arguement with boss.

god pls help me to have a stone heart so tat i can be real real strong and hard like the stone!!!

next week,one of the day Thye Shin wont be around. wic means im gonna be stand alone!!!! shit man.. * sob sob*

2ml morning im leaving to Penang. don feel like going either. the long hours is the main reason wic makes me sien sien wanna go!!

second day in Kiosk and last day in Thai Kuang

hhhmm, i tink i manage to learn a few stuff about designing the business cards. will get into it as time goes by.

exacty at 630pm, my colleagues start to leave the office heading home. but not me!! i have to take about 5minutes walk to MP for me 2nd work. poor me~! *sob sob* having my own sweet time walking to Parkson. went to bread shop, bought 2 mini buns again. really no appetite to eat! den at Thai Kuang, i help my fren to do her work so tat time can pass faster. thx god the time realy flies damn fast! anyway, today is my last day to work in Thai Kuang. byebye Thai Kuang!~

1st day of working

feeling a lil nervous...but just act cool. i was taught the basic stuff 1st by using the Ferox printer to print the business card and also chop the business card using this electronic machine.

basically my job function is to design ppl's business card using adobe illustrator. clients will walk in and we will discuss with them their requirement ; how they wan the card to look like, wat color to be used, font etc, how many cards they wanna print ... and most important their date lines!! most of the clients need their output the next day. let say, one client wanna print 100 copies and 2nd customers need to print 200 copies... so can u imagine the lack of time consumption? and u need to be very very creative in doin it. sumore the printer abit cacat. cos wen u print u need to stand by tat printer in case the printer makan the whole papers. so if u wanna print 50copies, u have to stand wif the printer till the printer finish 50 copies! so there goes another 20-30minutes... den from wat i notice the staff there especially dealing with this business card thing, they haven even peacefully rest their bums at their own sit for 5minutes, clients will walk in or fon call coming in non stop. so there goes another 15minutes... i can 'feel' the hectic....

once the clock struck 630pm, i quickly rush out and head to MP. walking distance is roughly 5minutes walk. manage to bought 2 mini buns for my dinner and was chewing while walking to MP. start working at 7pm. wat to do...nobody wanna help me to work part time. so i have no choice but to work tis long hours from 9am to 10pm! sigh...

wen i walk to my working place (MP), everyone was like wah, wear so nice. even the guys beside working at Ogawa oso make fun of me.puikz~! they were saying go pato ar tis n tat...

time goes sibeh slow...eyes gonna close soon...

sleepy sleepy sleepy

im superb full, superb tired and super sleepy.

last nite, i was lying on my bed tossing and turning around trying damn bloody hard to sleep but i just cant close my eyes and doze off. i was so worry.. hhhmm... can i use the word 'worry'? im not so sure whether wanna use tat adjective to apply my condition. but i really cant sleep thinking about my supervisor and how am i to tel her i cant work for her for the coming week. to be frank, i feel tense up! damn it. tense up over a small matter? so i told myself to be positive, have a nice sleep cos im working the next day from 10am to 10pm!!

looking at my hp clock, i realised i had been tossing and turning like a mad gal for 1 hour plus plus. den after sumtime i cek my time again and its about 2++ am.. shit, i have to sleep or else im out of energy the next day!! and i finally doze off.....

around 4++am i suddenly woke up. and i cant sleep bek!! so i force myself to sleep and i tink i doze off at about 6am cos i heard the newspaper vendor outside. den again i suddenly woke up at about 730am and tats the time i didnt sleep and woke up. so as a summary, i tink i oni slept for 2hours plus plus!! gosh, i hope i didnt feel sleepy wen im working later on.

went to work and wait for my supervisor. while waiting for her, i told myself to be brave enuf to tel her i seriously cant work. but wen i saw her smiling at me, my heart start to sank! i feel like crying tat time cos im gonna dissapoint her. well, actually, yesterday itself, suddenly got two staff (part timers) suddenly told her they cant work anymore. and now, here i am gonna dissapoint her! i told myself not to be so nonsence over tis small matter and to be more strong hearted. im training myself to be positive and wanna learn to handle stress so tat i can cope up wif my new work. so i bravely told my supervisor i got bad news for her saying i don feel like working on weekdays anymore. or to be short, not gonna work for her dy. she keep quiet. again my stupid 'too-good-attitude' told her the most i can work for 1 or 2days and i really wanna have a rest on Wednesday so tat i wont feel weak during my convo session. den in the end, she ask me to work on Mond and Tues and she assure me she wont ask me to work for her anymore. (lets keep finger cross).

working from 10am to 10pm just like a hell man!! had bread for my lunch den wen its dinner time, i donot have appetite to eat. so i skip dinner. wen its about time to finish work, i feel hungry, so i ask my sayang to fetch me to tapau food. tats y im superb full now!!

ok, tomolo working from 10am to 7pm. hopefully there's no changes! wanna sleep dy!!!

good news or bad news?

i was sleeping wen suddenly my hp vibrate indicating in coming call. anonymous number and i tot its from Sudong. so i pick up and the caller says she's calling from Kiosk Company. i kenot recall wat company is tat so i ask for further details about it. den they wan me to go for an interview today itself at 5pm. lucky i wasnt working today, or else it will be very hard for me to tel my supervisor i have an interview appoinment later.

went for the interview den i was brief on the job specification. den interview session begin by asking questions. bla bla bla.. anyway the job i applied was sumthing like designing business card and print them. den wen we were about to complete the interview session, i was asked whether im interested in the job? i was like huh? so fast mer? so i say sure...since im interested in designing, maybe by enrolling in tis job i can learn more. den he ask isit possible i start work tis monday? i say no problem. so as a result, tats my very 1st permanent job!! yay~!!!!

i was told by the interviewee saying the job is hectic. all the interviews i been; even for general clerk oso says its a hectic job. since a SPM level oso facing hectic jobs, im sure higher level do face hectic conditions too. moreover, wic job wont be so hectic lar?

went out wif my sayang and Karen. b4 tat i stop by at Thai Kuang to change money. i was supposed to work tomolo from 1pm to 10pm. and luck wasnt by my side, i was asked to work from 10am to 10pm tomolo!!!!!! nabeh~! tat jantan cina lar.. say wanna work work..den in the end tel my supervisor he cant make it tomolo!! damn edeot!! wen i told my supervisor i wanna resign cos i found a job on Monday, she ask me to come for work from 7pm to 10pm at the moment on weekdays!!!!!!! i say har??? den i tink i kena pyscho cos my supervisor show me her sad n begging face say pls work for me till i found sumbody lar... i have no idea why i can say OK LOR!! my god!!! one thing too 'GOOD' about me is I DONO HOW TO REJECT PEOPLE!!!! damn it!! im so desperately hunting for part timers so tat can replace me... moreover, i dowan my new boss to see me in a SLEEPY manner!!! gosh! so monday will be a 9am to 10pm job!!! not oni Monday, the following days as well!! 9am to 10pm continuously!! wen i ask around, many useless ppl giving me LAME excuses wen i actually notice they don do anyting at home. sigh.. Monday im gonna be PHYSICALLY and MENTALLY TIRED!!!!!!! who wanna help me!!!

den wen i inform my sayang after my 630pm work ( my work is from 9am to 630pm ).... im gonna walk to MP to continue my 7pm to 10pm work cos my supervisor cant find anybody and she ask me to tahan til she found one. but my sayang didnt agree with my idea and i kena scold by him... *sob sob* . im the type of person wic kenot get tired easily, once i got tired i will get sick easily. moreover, my convokesyen coming. i need to get a good rest or else i will fall sick on tat function (touch wood), but wat to do, ppl been giving excuses kenot work lar tis la tat lar... i noe my sayang scold me is oso for my own good. so i told him i will oni work part time from 8Aug till 10Aug lor. den the nx day 'fly' to Penang lor. den i will tell my supervisor i really cant help her anymore lor...sad sial..another guilty thing to do...

ok, my mum just oni kow be kow bu at me cos of the part time job i told her. she ask me to directly inform my supervisor tat i cant help her the coming week. sigh...

the three of us went to Jonker a while. i oredi no mood thinking how to tel my supervisor. my supervisor treats me good, its just so bad and sad tat u have to tell her "sorry i cant help u anymore". we didnt finish our Jonker session and we went to Limbongan Burger since Karen never been to tat place. while both of them having their burgers, i was cracking brain who can help me with the part time job. i took out my hp and start to scroll down the names in my list. from A to Z... tis kenot got work ,this kenot cos got skewl , this lagi kenot cos will give lotsa excuses... i call two ppl up to ask for their favours asking them to ask around.

got bek home, i straight away on my pc and start to email my frens telling them about the part time jobs. there's one telling me "i might as well work with my frens at Parkson wic they pay rm4 per hour". sigh...another lamer...

aaahh, sien sial! tomolo work 10am to 10pm!!

sambungan..

im so FREAKING PISS!! i was having a nice sleep wanna rest my tired body wen my hp vibrating indicating sms. i cek it and find out its from sumone wic is so lame askign for DVD n CD bek. heloo...cant u see wat time isit now???? den i didnt respon continue sleep and he got the stupid balls to call me bek! mai cipek!! in the end i kenot sleep!! i will update more about tis. need to get ready for work.piss off!

tats from my previous post.

so wat actually happen? i was lying on my bed wen i finally doze off...den suddenly hp vibrating so i just cek who is it. its frm tat lamer asking for DVD n CD bek. so i ignore it cos it don seems to be so urgent stuff to me. i doze off again. den 5minutes later, tat fullert call me! in my heart i was like wat the hell man!i dowan pick up his call so i just click hang up button. den again he sms and says wats wif me lar tis la tat lar. den i buey tahan trus sms him n bomb him! i told him tat i had been working from day to nite non stop wif no off days and physically damn tired! and i told him others need to sleep and he don need to sleep cos he's superb JOBLESS. i add saying tat "im not like u, no need to work". i even told him his DVD n CD i will pass to my brother ASAP! den i told him to let me sleep in peace!!

so damn bloody piss. den again he got the balls to sms me bek saying "for your information , im working". ma cau hai, tat makes me even piss off. he even says tat don pass to my brother cos he don have time to go over his place and he wanna take from me instead. no time? den got the fullert time to STALK ppl lar? mai cipet! i got extremely angry after tat and straight away sms him saying "i dowan to see u ok?! i will pass to Jeff since ur amway stuff is so near to his working place. den u jus go n get it from him".

den he didnt respon bek. THANK GOD!! but no good for me cos i cant sleep dy!!! madafak!! u fullert arsehole, get ur own freaking life can onot!

woke up, but the anger is stil in my heart. shit u! so i sms him bek saying "oh u working? den how come u dono tat ppl need to sleep so tat they will feel energize the nx day? u ASSUME i haven sleep? one sms not enuf but have to call sumore? very nice idea!".

come on lar, wat time isit lar? nearing to 1am in the morning dy!! he dono how to see time? or he's superb stupid?

he didnt reply bek. he's very good in assuming, making stupid conclusion wic turn out to be a horrible disaster, king of stalker, lamer etc..

sayang came to fetch me to work. the moment i got into the car, i start to complain about tat loser to him. he got blur cos i just blabber non stop.

ok, wats wif working life tis time? yesterday, another Malay gal came over to ask for the available vacancy. and she was ask to work today 1pm to 10pm. so we were like lets wait n see whether she show up onot. at about 1245pm, tat Malay gal did show up! phew~! tats a very good news indead!!! but the bad news is........her dressing too kaulat till can make others jantan's nose puke blood!!! she was in a mini jeans skirt with sleeves blouse. wen she bend down a bit, u can see her cleavage easily. even wen she squat down in front of me just now, i kenot tahan but to look away. my kenot tahan does not mean she's so seducing, its like 'iyewww....u faster wake up lar weh'. and she was with high high heels. two of my supervisors was shock to see her. we were told tat she smokes too. wen i 1st saw her tis afternoon, i was like WOW!! okok, i WOW as in her dressing and oso WOW as in "can she tahan the coldness here?". my working place is an exteremly cold place cos the air cond flow from our shop 1st den oni slowly 'merebak' around. even with my own sweater oso doesnt help much. the other day my sister; Karen came over my working place to buy stuff, she oso kenot tahan the coldness dy.

later on she starts to feel the coldness. and she keeps on going to toilet to smoke. my supervisor got worried cos tis kinda person is not suitable to work in my working place. she call up my big boss and told about tis and finally my big boss ask her to leave. well... i did work with tat Malay gal a while, arranging books etc and i tink she's quite hardworking. i told my supervisor she's not bad and she keeps on going toilet oso mayb becos the coldness. well, don judge a book by its cover. moreover, my big boss oredi make her decision. so at 5pm, my supervisor told her tat bad news and my supervisor did pay her. so she took the salary and tats d last time i saw her.. sigh... ppl show up for work dy ler, but not ngam plak... ppl nv show up for work keeps on kpkb...

don care about it. there's one more good news. i got an OFF DAY TOMOLO!! yipeeeeee~! but i feel guilty a bit cos i told 'smth' to my supervisor oni she approved i can have off day tomolo.

stock suddenly came around 4pm. so i start to cek those books and arrange it. the books was so dusty wic makes me feel so uncomfortable. i have to carry thsoe books up n down from shelves, climb stupid ladder etc. the books not in thin sizes but thick sizes with hardcover wic makes me even worse wanna carry it up and down. i finally finish my work exactly at 7pm.phew...pack my stuff and head to Tops Supermarket to get my mum's stuff. den balik rumah.

since 2ml im not working, so i tot of washing my jeans etc. i kinda forget how to use the washing machine so i call up my mum at her working place. b4 tat i tot wanna prank on her, so i dial her number and wen it get thru , my mum (as usual) pick up the fon and say:

mum: Hello Hotel Pink City, may i help u?. (in English)
me : Hello Ah Wong!! (her colleagues calls her tat, sound so jantan-ish,anyway tats her surname)
mum : yeah?! (kinda cuak tone)
me : eaten already? (in mandarin)
mum : just oni finish makan (sounded a bit curious)
me *giggling behind the fon*

--- short pause---

mum : haiya, u ar!

i oni continue giggling ... hehehhe... ask her about the machine function etc den hang up...

anyway, im desperately waiting for Sudong call. today oredi 4thAug. i was told the nx intake will be 8thAug. seems there wont be good chances for me to have this job--- so so so sad!!!---but just pray hard tat i wll get tat damn job!!!! *sob sob*

piss off!

im so FREAKING PISS!! i was having a nice sleep wanna rest my tired body wen my hp vibrating indicating sms. i cek it and find out its from sumone wic is so lame askign for DVD n CD bek. heloo...cant u see wat time isit now???? den i didnt respon continue sleep and he got the stupid balls to call me bek! mai cipek!! in the end i kenot sleep!! i will update more about tis. need to get ready for work.piss off!

another ffk case

i went to work at 1pm and oni saw my supervisor alone. so i ask ' u alone ar?'. she say yeah and the Malay gal tat came to ask for work yesterday wic was supposed to work today but she ffk (fong fei kei). my my, i seriously dono wat are they up to... 1stly, if u found a proper job why don u jus call and say u got a better offer? 2ndly, if u cant make it on tat day o smth happen, y don u jus call n inform? these proven tat, ma lai ren is very irresponsible!!!!! damn u!

one ma lai ren came over and told my supervisor she wanna work. so lets pray hard she will come tomolo!!! sigh.... my supervisor was desperately finding for chinese workers after so many stupid cases happen, but too bad, no chinese ppl ever come n ask! sigh....

as a matter of fact, i have to work everyday now including weekends!! i want to have an off day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna rest!!aaarrrghhh~!

was working halfway wen i saw sumbody so familiar. but i dono whether its the fler onot so i just ignore. den again i saw the fler pass by and i act stupid. tat fler sms me later on but i ignore. den again tat fler pass by and say HI to me but i didnt respon!! I'VE BEEN STALK AGAIN!!! sigh...

im terrible tired lar...wanna offline and sleep dy...ciao

zzzzzzz

gonna go to bed after this blogging thing.

all i noe is im so tired and sleepy! mum fetch me to work. she told me tat my dad ask if i wanna pursue my studies to master and he add if im interested i shud go ahead.

i was hook up to the offer cos im so so so deadly miss my skewling lives! but to tink of doing master, i need to get educational fees from my grandfather. if wanna take money from him, he will be giving long winding lecture. so i tink i'll just stop dreaming about continuing my studies to master. mayb after i work and have a proper income i can use my own money and continue studies. i blif by using our own hard work money will makes us put more effort to concentrate on our studies. instead of loitering around and playing around. will KIV about tat...

working time was so slow. at 1st it was ok, but after sayang took me out for lunch and wen i finish my meal, i start to feel sleepy! i need bed!! but too bad, i still gotta work.

i occupy my time by doing nonsence stuff; examply korek out those liquid paper stain on the plastic stand. supervisor told me i have to work tomolo from 10am to 10pm. while i tengah korek-ing halfway, a Malay lady came in and ask bout the full time job we offer. so my supervisor tok to her and she was ask to work tomolo. i was so damn happy becos i don have to work long hours! so in the end, i was ask to work from 1pm to 10pm instead. yay~! hopefully there's no more cabut diri case happen again!

ok, im gonna sign off. wanna tidoz dy. gud nite sayang, gud nite korkor, gud nite everybodie...
so cham wan, nobody say nite nite to me..... *sob sob*, well, gud nite to myself den...

kor, did u went to Daud just now?

my korkor must be wondering....why suddenly i ask whether he went to Daud just now... lets skip the topic 1st, pls be patient kor...we shall continue later

wah piang, im so freaking frust and tired! well, i was supposed to work from 10am to 7pm today. meanwhile nite shift take over by 3 fellows, 2 old staff and one more new 'ma lai ren'. tat will be the 1st day for the 'ma lai ren' to work today. night shift start at 1pm to 10pm. wen the time is exactly at 1pm, the 'ma lai ren' nv show up. we tot she will be late so we waited. but it seems tat she 'fong fei kei'. so wat else? i have to work from 10am to 10pm!! i seriously don understand these pathetic 'ma lai ren'. not the 1st case happen here. few cases dy. sum did show up, but they went sesat the next day or second day. sum went missing after half day (they went for break and never show up). sum lagi muka tebal!! went missing halfway den got the guts to come bek and ask for salary!! my gawd! sigh... i don understand them lar. if they complain the work too hard or too tiring, den wat about the others seniors tat work for so long there? lame excuses lar...

ok, lets switch bek to our main topic with the title "kor, did u went to Daud just now?".

after finish work, my sayang ask whether i wanna makan onot. i say i don feel like eating, eventhough i too one slice of blueberry waffle for dinner. den my sayang says go Daud for limteh. one thing i like about Daud mamak is his mutton curry!! ok, i noe yesterday i ate mutton soup, but the imagination of nasi puteh with kambing appear in my mind makes me feel a lil hungry. heheheh... told myself later i will order nasi puteh with lotsa lotsa lotsa mutton, just like my beloved korkor's style, nasi puteh with mountain high of mutton.

reach Daud den i ask the mamak for white rice and hunting for the mutton. but too bad, the mutton left a bit oni. so i took as much as i can den share my fod with my sayang. i complain to my sayang saying the mutton left a bit oni. den while eating halfway, my sayang asked "just now Vincent came over here isit (Daud)?". i look at him and replied "dono wor, why ler?". he said "the mutton oso left a bit, must be Vincent came over and sau Q the whole mutton lar". lolz~! tats y kor, meimei asked "kor, did u went to Daud just now?". anyway we were just kidding. hehehe..

ok,i wanna sign off dy. tomolo working 10am!! sien~!ciaoz.